A tsunami of depression washed over me today
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Originally Posted by trachemys 
Thanks. I was at work and it hit me and I could have crushed pets with my bare hands. How can one hurt so bad for no reason? Anyway, I hit the mobile app, read some SR and felt better. It is so good to not feel alone when these feelings hit you. Newbie's, you listening? I've been at this for a couple of years now. When it gets deep you come here and scream, OK? We will get each other through.
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hm. At this point in your sobriety I'd say there's something else going on. I think courage2 may be on to something. Needing a little tweak to the meds is really common. They don't always work forever, and sometimes a change is needed.
You'll figure it out
You'll figure it out
Marchia in Aeternum
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I got up at the usual early hour with nothing to do. The weather is good so I'm airing out the house. Windows open, fan pumping fresh air in, old air out. Today will be a housework day. Yay, right?
Waking up to find all you people here, wishing well for me, is truly humbling. Thank you.
Waking up to find all you people here, wishing well for me, is truly humbling. Thank you.
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(((Trach))). Also late to check in. Working too much out here but look at all the friends you have! You touch more people than you realize.
For me, I found that the AV would use depression against me. I don't know, but once I thought about it, the depression lifted a bit. I know you're a creative and sensitive man.
Is it time to whip some okra?
Love to you from Lenina
For me, I found that the AV would use depression against me. I don't know, but once I thought about it, the depression lifted a bit. I know you're a creative and sensitive man.
Is it time to whip some okra?
Love to you from Lenina
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http://youtu.be/JPAFX_aqDgE
To you, dear Trach. These are our Tribe!
Love from Lenina
http://youtu.be/7dwuzqF6huc This one is better......
To you, dear Trach. These are our Tribe!
Love from Lenina
http://youtu.be/7dwuzqF6huc This one is better......
Marchia in Aeternum
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Thank you, everyone.
In the past, an episode like that would have ended with me waking up someplace strange. Like, in a schoolyard. BTDT.
I often wonder how I survived.
The support here is nothing short of miraculous.
In the past, an episode like that would have ended with me waking up someplace strange. Like, in a schoolyard. BTDT.
I often wonder how I survived.
The support here is nothing short of miraculous.
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