Weird night
Weird night
It's 12:18 AM here. I was brought out from my sleep about an hour ago by the sound of many incoming texts. It was my girlfriend. She broke things off with me. As I was coming to terms with this, I realized the AV wanted me to go to the bar. I made some chamomile tea instead. Now I'm just waiting to fall back asleep as I have a long workday ahead of me. That's all, really. Just wanted to get the words out. Have a good night, folks.
Thanks for the kind words of support and encouragement, everyone. They hit me square in the feels. I worked a long shift today (10 AM-11 PM), so I didn't have much time to sit with my feelings, which might be okay for now. Also haven't responded to the now-ex, mostly because I don't know what to say yet. Also haven't caved to the AV. I'll have a little more time to acknowledge any pain tomorrow, but I don't feel crushed or devastated. Just bummed. And disappointed. I anticipate other emotions as the days progress. Again, thanks for all of the support. It's been very uplifting.
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