The snowball keeps getting bigger
The snowball keeps getting bigger
Hey guys,
I mean that in a good way. 2014 was my most sober in about 20 years. I am on day 10 again but before that i had stretches of 30, 47, 19, 12 and so on. Eventhough this has been the toughest stretch of my life losing my job, apartment and my brother.
Although i don't want to set myself up for failure i'm finding it easier to string days together. A couple of years ago 10 days would have been utter hell but now it seems easier. Believe me though there are tough days!
Why do i keep slipping. The last couple of months i really haven't had access to meetings as i've been staying with family and friends who live out in the country. I've been white knuckling it. I know this isn't the best way to do it so i wondered if anyone had any online meetings they can suggest?
I'm in the process of finding work out here in Colorado and once i do i'll have gas money to get to meetings.
Anyway i'm kinda rambling and just wanted to give a shout out to the group!
Thanks
Garrison
I mean that in a good way. 2014 was my most sober in about 20 years. I am on day 10 again but before that i had stretches of 30, 47, 19, 12 and so on. Eventhough this has been the toughest stretch of my life losing my job, apartment and my brother.
Although i don't want to set myself up for failure i'm finding it easier to string days together. A couple of years ago 10 days would have been utter hell but now it seems easier. Believe me though there are tough days!
Why do i keep slipping. The last couple of months i really haven't had access to meetings as i've been staying with family and friends who live out in the country. I've been white knuckling it. I know this isn't the best way to do it so i wondered if anyone had any online meetings they can suggest?
I'm in the process of finding work out here in Colorado and once i do i'll have gas money to get to meetings.
Anyway i'm kinda rambling and just wanted to give a shout out to the group!
Thanks
Garrison
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