Altoids

What an inspirational post! YAY!!!

Ruby2

Way to go, Brynn! That's really great. I have my own stash of security blankets. I forgot about them until I read this post. Benzos the doctor prescribed when I first quit for the anxiety. Haven't had any anxiety in a long time so apparently I don't need them.

Really interesting topic. Before, I used to hang on the pills because what if drank? I would need something for the withdrawal. So I'm now wondering if keeping them is just me not letting go of the bad thinking.

Thanks for your bravery.

BBQBiker

Brynn, once again you are an inspiration. As challenges present themselves to tackle them and win. The more I get to know you the prouder I am to travel this journey with you.

Briar

Great move! You never learn to live without those things until you actually live without them.

When I first tried to quit in September, I hung onto a bottle of vodka, same reason - just in case. I guess it was in case I couldn't handle being sober. Of course I drank it after a couple of weeks. This time I kept nothing, and it was the worst feeling of vulnerability, like being outside in the snow with no way to get warm if I started to freeze. And there were definitely some times when I kicked myself for not keeping any, but now I'm so glad I didn't. I would be right back where I started.

Getting rid of those things is a huge step, you should be very proud. That takes a lot of strength.

JanieJ

You are awesome Brynn !! The things you do to protect your sobriety are amazing !!

hayley86

Good for you! Congrats on your 28 days too!