Day 8, concerned about tonight.
Day 8, concerned about tonight.
So today is day 8 for me, I'm feeling good and motivated. But I'm a bit worried about tonight. My work is having a Christmas party at a bowling alley in which we're to exchange our secret santa presents. Every time I've gone there in the past it involved a lot of alcohol as there is a large bar there. I don't want to go, I know if I do the temptation will be there and I don't want to be around the smell or sight of it. But I feel obligated to go because of the occasion. If I tell them I can't go, they'll want to know why and I don't want to tell the real reason. If I simply say I don't want to drink, they'll just say, "Well don't drink!" I can't put myself in that situation.
My plan is to just tell them I can't make it, give the gift for my co-worker to another person to give them at the party. I feel that is the best way to do it.
I just needed to get that out.
My plan is to just tell them I can't make it, give the gift for my co-worker to another person to give them at the party. I feel that is the best way to do it.
I just needed to get that out.
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Yeah Jay, tis the season for all kinds of nasty bugs (I'm typing from current experience). An easy excuse. It sucks to miss the fun, but I agree that you should trust your instincts on this one. Great job, keep it going!
Can't make it, not feeling up to it or schedule conflict (as in I'll go to a meeting instead) would work for me. Anything else, as in expounding or fabricating, would hurt my conscience and that's also important in my sobriety. I think you're doing the right thing not pushing it this early.
So I didn't go to the party and I just told them I couldn't make it. I had a great night with my family, made brownies, watched a Christmas movie. I feel really good about this decision and I'm happy I'm going to bed sober. Tomorrow is day 9, I'm motivated and looking forward to waking up with no hangover.
Always great to read of someone sensing the danger and putting their sobriety ahead of the "fears" of disappointing others or the pressure of obligation. Well done. Hope other newcomers struggling with parties choose the wiser course.
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