tonib

so today i got yelled at today by human resource person who actually cursed at me for something not even my fault... i instantly went to take a break an started crying so hard... i was so embarrassed... she came an found ne an apoloized an said it wasn't my fault she was just f frustrated... still no excuse. Either way my mind right now is saying grab a drink an pack of cigarettes.... im just emotionally a reck....... glad i signed up to open the clinic tomorrow..... without me there on time the doctors want get in or patients because im the clinic manager an im the only one with the building keys..... i can be late.... so glad i said i would come in.... cause right now im seriously fighting the urge to drink because i know it won't be just one

gypsytears

Stay strong. Urges or cravings only last 7 minutes. It sounds like you did indeed have a rough day but if you hang out here and stay on track you'll be fine and feel better for it.

Soberwolf

Tonib the guy sounded like a mug shouting at a woman and it wasnt your fault

sorry Toni lean on us dont drink hang on with us

sober friday hugs

Chillly

She apologized because she knew SHE was wrong.

growpath

tonib - I am sure she feels like a jerk tonight so just let it go. It's not you its HER. You are better than that.

Tomorrow is a new day and you will be there bright eyed ready to open the clinic! People are depending on you

Drinking will make this feeling worse. Hang in there!!!

least

Please don't drink over it. It's not worth it. Drinking will only make things worse.

JanieJ

Stay strong, Toni

We all understand how raw you are feeling, you' ll get through this x

Anna

I hope you can get past the nasty HR person. She made a mess of things, but you don't need to suffer anymore.

Stay strong!

Rachinator

don't do what I did. I had a similar situation at work last week. I fell. I kicked myself for it. I have to start back over. You can do this. Stay strong!!!

tonib

Thanks u guys.. i kept busy an let the cravings pass... instead i made homemade pizza with my daughter an stuffed my face.... but stayed sober... im still hurt about what happened but still sober.... she's not worth a drink... but im so glad i have to open tomorrow...more reason go stay sober......

matilda123

Pizza!! Yumm!!

Don't let the turkeys get you down, Tonib. When I get frustrated with folks at work, I think to myself, "I'm not going to let this jerk compromise my sobriety! Then they'd really win!" Petty, but it works!