13unluckyforsom

Thanks it will get better - I'm kinda stuck grappling for my "high" that I had and I lost some place when I started drinking again. I miss that happy I'd found when I wasn't chemically affected. I guess maybe reality kicked in a bit somewhere along the way as well though but I'd love to just take a step back and quiet it all down a little bit so that I can "see" maybe I need to do a gratitude list and work on my perspective again to top me up. I'll figure it out again. Maybe I do need medication. I always quit taking it as soon as I start feeling better - really silly!

trachemys

My uncle did that for a couple of years.

13unluckyforsom

That's what I've been doing. Then it's hard to start again cos of the side affects lol I should just be realistic. If I need happy pills I need to commit to them.

13unluckyforsom

Checking in cos having a really hard time. Been a tough week really - don't even know where to start. I've not touched a drink. I don't plan to either but I'm struggling emotionally and it sucks.