Hey Anna and everyone,
Thanks, today already feels a bit brighter. I think I kind of got side swiped by the pics and a lot of bottled up emotions came out. I think it was probably a good and necessary thing for me. Anna, I have tried journaling... in some ways I just end up harping on stuff I am trying to let go. I think at some point soon I want to see a counselor as I need to let go of the anger that I am holding.
Sadie, so sorry for your losses too. I can't imagine losing a sibling. Losing a parent has been so hard. It's harder because he did not want to die, but in a way he would never let himself live either. Wolf - cancer is so awful - both of the people we lost last year faded away and it was so hard to see them go