Closing ln on 150 days
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Closing ln on 150 days
Closing in on 150 days, I feel good but I also feel like a outcast and a robot from just working eating going to the gym sleeping and repeating. Have a big test with the 25th annual seafood fest at Hampton Beach NH next weekend. I've got 2 friends from school making a trip up for the weekend for the occasion, both are heavy binge drinkers and big into 4/20. It's just for a day and a half or so but I can't not see my child hood best friends! Going to hold my own and do what's important to me by not caving into the pier pressure. Feel like when I tell people I'm sober they look at me like I'm a toy from misfit island, theirs so much evil in the world it's become part of normal society that when your good people think you have a problem or your on probation. I'm close to half way towards my big goal of a year! I'm a lot happier than I was 147 days ago, just feels like I'm a odd man out in this world of drinkers to one day be sucked back into the abyss! Thanks for listening to my story hope everyone has a good Labor Day weekend!
WEll done Brad - don't lose. It's important that your friends know and support you. I am going to see a band tonight with a couple friends. They will be drinking and they know that I am sober and support that. I have just as much fun sober. Actually now, more fun because at the end of the night I'm still the same person I was when I showed up. Driving home is no longer a paranoid affair. I look for cops now
And it's amazing noticing other drivers and being able to ascertain whether or not they are 'drunk' and to keep my distance.
And it's amazing noticing other drivers and being able to ascertain whether or not they are 'drunk' and to keep my distance.
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