Day 1, really need to talk.....
you can make it through the withdrawals. i know how bad they are, it's the worst thing i have ever been through. going through it is better than living with the fear of them daily. you will get to the other side. don't get some to get through. i did that for a year telling myself every time would be the last. you have the right mindset not wanting to go on methadone program - getting through the pain of withdrawal is the only way i found to be free. you can do it!
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[QUOTE="mfalk;4694928"]you can make it through the withdrawals. i know how bad they are, it's the worst thing i have ever been through. going through it is better than living with the fear of them daily. you will get to the other side. don't get some to get through. i did that for a year telling myself every time would be the last. you have the right mindset not wanting to go on methadone program - getting through the pain of withdrawal is the only way i found to be free. you can do it![/QUOTE
I'm in a similar situation (Pills). Desperately need to stop. But haven't found the will power!! I read your comment and sounds like u can relate to me!! Everyday I tell myself "tomorrow will b different". But tomorrow never comes!!
I'm in a similar situation (Pills). Desperately need to stop. But haven't found the will power!! I read your comment and sounds like u can relate to me!! Everyday I tell myself "tomorrow will b different". But tomorrow never comes!!
I hate to tell you that day 3 is the worst, vomiting and diarrhea is normal in the recovery state ( at least with alcohol). Medical help is still the best way ti go, because if you have no insurance they will only treat you " now" systems... I will get better, the sweating is the toxin leaving your body....
When we take drunks, our brain will slowly stop making endorphin, which is the normale " feel good" hormone... When you stop the drugs, you have any endorphins, which is why you feel so bad.......
When we take drunks, our brain will slowly stop making endorphin, which is the normale " feel good" hormone... When you stop the drugs, you have any endorphins, which is why you feel so bad.......
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Lol truly the best i can tell you is when u hit the bottom, and u have no choice u will stop. Stop telling urself tomorrow, because tomorrow never will come, its TODAY u have to stop. Ive seen my best friend od in my arms, and die b4 the hospital could save her. Thats wat it took to make me quit. It definitely helps having all these people to talk to, and support me. If u like, i cud give u my #, and when 1 or the other wants to cop, call, we can talk eachother out of it!!! From wat i can tell this is like everything else in life, if we really it, . We gotta wrk hard. For it!!!
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Tyvm rochele, in all honesty, i thought yesterday was bad, but today is worse !!!! I just keep thinking why was i so stupid to do this to myself?!!! I really may have to go to the er today, i cant even keep water down'!
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I'm in a similar situation (Pills). Desperately need to stop. But haven't found the will power!! I read your comment and sounds like u can relate to me!! Everyday I tell myself "tomorrow will b different". But tomorrow never comes!![/QUOTE]
If i can help u more lemme kno, i def think u can do it if i can!!! Srry if i sounded mean b4, im w/d really bad, n my heads real jumbled rite now. What kinda pills, n how long??? If ur really scared, jus talk to me, im doing it ct!!! (But im not going to lie, go buy some Imodium D, and tylenol pm
If i can help u more lemme kno, i def think u can do it if i can!!! Srry if i sounded mean b4, im w/d really bad, n my heads real jumbled rite now. What kinda pills, n how long??? If ur really scared, jus talk to me, im doing it ct!!! (But im not going to lie, go buy some Imodium D, and tylenol pm
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Unfortunately no, im a closet/functional addict, and would honestly b disowned!! thank u, for what you said it means a lot!
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you can make it through the withdrawals. i know how bad they are, it's the worst thing i have ever been through. going through it is better than living with the fear of them daily. you will get to the other side. don't get some to get through. i did that for a year telling myself every time would be the last. you have the right mindset not wanting to go on methadone program - getting through the pain of withdrawal is the only way i found to be free. you can do it!
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Lol truly the best i can tell you is when u hit the bottom, and u have no choice u will stop. Stop telling urself tomorrow, because tomorrow never will come, its TODAY u have to stop. Ive seen my best friend od in my arms, and die b4 the hospital could save her. Thats wat it took to make me quit. It definitely helps having all these people to talk to, and support me. If u like, i cud give u my #, and when 1 or the other wants to cop, call, we can talk eachother out of it!!! From wat i can tell this is like everything else in life, if we really it, . We gotta wrk hard. For it!!!
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