Standing fell
Standing fell
Nine days under my belt and I drank. I feel the awful guilt and all the fun body aches and pains that go with it. I don't understand and I hate that I have a problem. I hate that it feels good. And on cue the counselor, where I had my evaluation last week calls bright and early this morning to inform me that my insurance approved 6 sessions of out patient treatment. Ugh! I didn't answer but need to call her back to discuss when to begin. I'm having a hard time picking up the phone. I'm very down and pissed at myself, I have a lot on the line. Sometimes the pain of all that's happened in the last four years just wears me down and I feel crushed beneath it. I'm sorry.
Sometimes the pain of all that's happened in the last four years just wears me down and I feel crushed beneath it. I'm sorry.
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