At the bat
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At the bat
Here I am. At the bar. Wish I could communicate what I'm feeling. Worried that when I get home my wife will say, Enough. I can't say everything in an Internet post. Please, what is it that I'm missing? Why can't I not drink? And tomorrow Ida big day at work. I feel ashamed for this thread
Go home. Don't go back to the bar. If your wife has had enough, why not use that as further motivation to stop drinking. If you continue, you're going to lose a lot you hold dear.
Have you ever seen this end up well for anyone? Think about what you have, Wife, family a Job… your risking it all man. I read some of your posts, I know you want to be sober, and it will be hard for a little while but you can do this.
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Thank you. Don't know why but it makes me want to cry. Thanks again. I left even though they gave me a buy back. I want to be a good dad. I love my kids, hate this, wish I was like someone else. Ha! Like who? I don't kniw. But he is better I k ow that much
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I am on the bus now. Yeah I screwed up. But I will be sober. I will be a good example for my kids. I am going to win. Thank you for your concern. Good night SR, I don't know you people, but I do, and you know me too! Lets be better!
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Thanks again. I drank so much today and I hate that I did. I am walking home now. Yes, I don't know you but your responses have helped me. I feel hope and I want to do better. Thank you, it is meaningful, your posts. I am real and about to go home. Please keep up your efforts.
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Thanks everyone. It was the alcohol talking. I am sober again and going to keep building on that. I had a solid two weeks until this short period of craziness. I started a new thread, Day 1 Again, so I am looking forward to sobriety. Thanks again.
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