A simple message
Hello everyone,
I left SR for a few days. Long story. I just wanted to say from my heart:
That I am sorry if I have let my friends down with my relapse
That I realized that I have people that actually care about me on SR
That I need to modify my plan, get more support, BIG time
That I must stay out of threads that trigger me emotionally ;-)
Someones wise told me that only my pride was keeping me from coming back. Dee, Anna, you were appointed to your SR ambassador positions for a good reason. To keep idiot like me out of trouble. LOL!
I have put a knee down once again, but I still have a sobriety fight left in me.
Self pity, and self beating is useless for me right now, but a few gentle slaps always welcome.
I left SR for a few days. Long story. I just wanted to say from my heart:
That I am sorry if I have let my friends down with my relapse
That I realized that I have people that actually care about me on SR
That I need to modify my plan, get more support, BIG time
That I must stay out of threads that trigger me emotionally ;-)
Someones wise told me that only my pride was keeping me from coming back. Dee, Anna, you were appointed to your SR ambassador positions for a good reason. To keep idiot like me out of trouble. LOL!
I have put a knee down once again, but I still have a sobriety fight left in me.
Self pity, and self beating is useless for me right now, but a few gentle slaps always welcome.
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Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Gatineau, QC, CA
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Yikes! Just woke up and saw all the posts.
All I can say is thank you from the bottom of my heart.
My mission resumes, get sober and help the ones struggling as much as I can ;-)
All I can say is thank you from the bottom of my heart.
My mission resumes, get sober and help the ones struggling as much as I can ;-)
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Join Date: Jun 2012
Location: Gatineau, QC, CA
Posts: 5,100
Our addictions royal rumbled but I'm sure we have many things in common other than this ;-)
We both learned and I am happy to be your friend.
Take care JimJim
No slaps from me, but a big hug. Please don't feel you have to leave here because you relapsed.
You belong here and you are needed here.
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