day 50
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Join Date: Jan 2013
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day 50
Overall i'm good, not really want to drink, still focusung on the things i want to change.
On the other hand, nights are killing me. Almost every night i dream about drinking and loosing my sobriety. I woke up every morning confused, exhausted, not knowing if i should be happy or sad.
It's weird because i don't fantasize in drinking someday, i'm just sick of it.
How long could these dreams last?
On the other hand, nights are killing me. Almost every night i dream about drinking and loosing my sobriety. I woke up every morning confused, exhausted, not knowing if i should be happy or sad.
It's weird because i don't fantasize in drinking someday, i'm just sick of it.
How long could these dreams last?
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Join Date: Sep 2013
Location: Milwaukee, WI
Posts: 114
First off, great job on 50 days--give credit where it's due, amigo.
The earliest part of recovery is the hardest in some ways--I remember the frequent dreams from my first month and they seemed to happen less and less.
I remember waking up depressed often. Almost everyday I didn't want to leave my bed. I didn't find myself worthy and I thought, what's the point? Thankfully, this diminished with time, medication and working a program. With time, you'll feel more happy waking up. This is part of your body adjusting
Let us know how it goes!
The earliest part of recovery is the hardest in some ways--I remember the frequent dreams from my first month and they seemed to happen less and less.
I remember waking up depressed often. Almost everyday I didn't want to leave my bed. I didn't find myself worthy and I thought, what's the point? Thankfully, this diminished with time, medication and working a program. With time, you'll feel more happy waking up. This is part of your body adjusting
Let us know how it goes!
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