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Well for anyone who was on this afternoon, I f...d up and had a drink. It made me crazy that 1 was the limit. But for the grace of god did I refrain from anymore.
Then to top it off I was feeling really squirrelly just before I thoght I should retire for the night, I smoked a bowl
Then to top it off I was feeling really squirrelly just before I thoght I should retire for the night, I smoked a bowl
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Thank you Hevyn. Love the dog, I just got my boy the end of February. Talk about a lifesaver. After losing my partnerof 13 plus years lasts September I thought hard about following her but she always encouraged me to go on and live a life...
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I'm stuck in the Nothing Gold Can Stay by Robert Frost, but looking to fall into She is Gone by David Harkins. I feel so stuck an confused on how I'm supposed to go on without her, I keep going back to drinking or drugging. I've got to start making better decisions or I will never get a life.
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Originally Posted by Chicagoan 
Welcome to the forum Bear.
It sounds like you want to stop,
You CAN do it! YES you can!
It sounds like you want to stop,
You CAN do it! YES you can!
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YES I DO WANT TO STOP! So why do I keep playing withfire, I'm 48 years old I should be able to make better, stronger choices for myself and my recovery.
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You'll find lots of support and understanding here 
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