Technically 3 Weeks :D
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Technically 3 Weeks :D
I Say Technically cause not sure I will be checking in tomorrow as I work tomorrow night :p So hoping to get as much sleep as possible during the day .. Big day tomorrow; well actually Night .. After work I have 3 days in a row off ... I have been avoiding "thinking" that far ahead an concentrating no the here & now so I can try and gain some focus ..
I have it roughly planned out; to avoid "down time" now just need the motivation to play it out on monday lol Monday -- After work; mow front yard for the last of the season (yay; but tough) That is gonna be rough after working my job .. So as back up I still have several books to read .. Which is alread part of the plan ..
Tuesday is the same thing except back yard & read .. But that is all I have in mind for those days
Not sure why I am drawing a blank of things to do "sober" ...
Wednesday is going to be ROUGH .. My Ex's Mom & I are going to breakfast; cause she wants to have a "Heart to Heart"; But not sure I am going .. Mainly for personal reasons which I am not too comfy posting about .. Yea there are few things I still hold back on .. Lordy if my secret identity got out; how could I fight crime
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I have it roughly planned out; to avoid "down time" now just need the motivation to play it out on monday lol Monday -- After work; mow front yard for the last of the season (yay; but tough) That is gonna be rough after working my job .. So as back up I still have several books to read .. Which is alread part of the plan ..
Tuesday is the same thing except back yard & read .. But that is all I have in mind for those days
Not sure why I am drawing a blank of things to do "sober" ... Wednesday is going to be ROUGH .. My Ex's Mom & I are going to breakfast; cause she wants to have a "Heart to Heart"; But not sure I am going .. Mainly for personal reasons which I am not too comfy posting about .. Yea there are few things I still hold back on .. Lordy if my secret identity got out; how could I fight crime
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Nope; not gonna happen .. lol I do not like "people" lol crowds and such .. I start to hyper ventilate among other things .. I got issues in that department that I am waiting for all my red tape to clear up so I can start working on them .. Thanx Though ... Besides I am not an AA person anyway; so even if I didn't freak; I seriously doubt I would go ..
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congrats 
Ohh I plan to stay busy; it's just I am trying to think what else I could do :p Thinking I might take my PC a part to clean and install an SSD drive and new sound card I think; but that is an hour or two tops :p lol Sooo ...
Ohh I plan to stay busy; it's just I am trying to think what else I could do :p Thinking I might take my PC a part to clean and install an SSD drive and new sound card I think; but that is an hour or two tops :p lol Sooo ...
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Yea I got the SSD a bit ago; just haven't had the time\patience to deal .. I know I need to replace a fan as well :p So I will most likely do that .. The sound card was just an extra that came out of a friends PC that recently died and he is happy w\ his new on board .. Ummm Yea Ok lol I like my on board as well But wouldn't mind a decent card in there either
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Thanx Dee 
Just woke up :p Earlier then I wanted but ehh It's Ok .. 3 weeks officially Yay Me :p Need to grocery shop tomorrow as well; but that thought is nerve wracking :p Public & all ..
Just woke up :p Earlier then I wanted but ehh It's Ok .. 3 weeks officially Yay Me :p Need to grocery shop tomorrow as well; but that thought is nerve wracking :p Public & all ..
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Try and not over think the next few days and take them as they come. I know i can work things up in my mind and make them into a bigger deal than they are. You have done 3 weeks now.The next 3 days you can get through also. Keep yourself as busy as you can. Wishing you the best.
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Thanx hayley .. I think I can as well .. Just allot of obstacles planned for Monday; I so don't wanna break down
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thanx guys; it's not the "cravings" I am worried about as much as how anxious and stuff I get in public in general .. My underlying problem of dealing w\ the whole agoraphobia thing .. Might just take a taxi home to avoid the booze store :p
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