Day 19 check in & very close Call ..
Day 19 check in & very close Call ..
*Sigh* As good as I have been doing & as positive as I been; I wasn't prepared for this craving ...... But I did WIN ... I needed to talk to the "BIG" boss @ work (nothing bad @ all btw) so got dropped off bought Cigs & went & talked, again nothing bad. As a matter of fact he told me he had my 5 year anniversary gift, but has to wait till the official date to give it to me.
So I am starting out my 3 mile walk; same 1 I take every morning after work; only difference is normally it is 6am but now it was 7:45 liquor store opens @ 8am I so wanted a different route home.. But b\c of landscape, there is NO avoiding it ..
Long story short (lol) I DID IT. I passed it by jammin' my Dead
So I am starting out my 3 mile walk; same 1 I take every morning after work; only difference is normally it is 6am but now it was 7:45 liquor store opens @ 8am I so wanted a different route home.. But b\c of landscape, there is NO avoiding it ..
Long story short (lol) I DID IT. I passed it by jammin' my Dead
Any path that doesn't go through the liquor store is a good one. I know that feeling of being one step away from having a drink. Stress has been heavy these days and I keep thinking "what will one hurt". I just keep telling myself that having one is a lie and would end badly.
Hang in there man.
When life looks like easy street there is danger at your door.
Hang in there man.
When life looks like easy street there is danger at your door.
Nice one August, I also had a craving last night after a tiff with my gal, I went off too my boat and thought "who will know or care if I just get loaded tonight" and you know what I thought ? I would be letting down all of you folks , and myself I guess. Anyhoo this place and all of you helped me last night. For that I am Grateful for day 11 today.
Once in a while you get shown the light,in the strangest of places if you look at it right!!
What shows are you listening to at the moment?
Once in a while you get shown the light,in the strangest of places if you look at it right!!
What shows are you listening to at the moment?
But right now; before I shower and cook dinner I am jammin' Egypt on DVD 78' always seems to get me stirred up for work ...
Those 89 shows from Hamton are killer, for me 89-91 were my fav years for the Dead. Brent was my fav keys man out of all of them, I will take you home or easy to love you are my go to Brent Tunes. Do you ever listen to the Legion of Mary, JGB stuff? That is what has been grabbing me lately. Anyway have a good one and catch ya tomorrow.
Those 89 shows from Hamton are killer, for me 89-91 were my fav years for the Dead. Brent was my fav keys man out of all of them, I will take you home or easy to love you are my go to Brent Tunes. Do you ever listen to the Legion of Mary, JGB stuff? That is what has been grabbing me lately. Anyway have a good one and catch ya tomorrow.
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