eastboundndown

I plan to cut the debit card up, wake up Wednesday and dance with the devil. I pick up my script for anxiety meds Tuesday night. I have the vitamins and Imodium already. It's going to suck. I'm going to suffer and I'm going to hurt, but at least I've got 7 days to suffer without anything necessary or demanding to do.
No more opiates.
I don't want to hit rock bottom and I just want to be liberated from this.
I'll post daily, and read for hours but I need all the help I can get. Until then, it's like a long goodbye to an old friend who was ruining my life.

Please give me a thought, a prayer, a recommendation. In April, I did 5 days, longest I ever went. But id rather be dead than to keep living like this.
Thank you all, and so happy that I found this site.

SNST

It sounds like you have a great plan East, I qiut C/T too, it can be done! I will keep you in my prayers We will all be here for you

Malachi

I'm praying for you! You are stronger than you think, you can do this!

Nighthawk8820

Sounds like you have an awesome plan in place. I would skip the immodium unless you absolutely need it. Flushing your system is a good thing in detox and trying to "block" it up may end up making you feel super crappy (no pun intended). 7 days off is PERFECT for what you are about to do. Come on here as often as you like to keep us posted and get support.

least

All the best to you as you detox and begin a new clean life.