AugustWest11

Kinda hard not to knowing that if I am kicked out of this place I am going to move back w\ my folks and the same crowd and KNOW I will be dead in less then a year .. Wow telling the whole story sounds crazy :p

ScottFromWI

Again AW - you can't worry about what you don't know or what if's. You deal with those challenges when or if they happen. And you don't know for a fact that any outcome is certain no matter where you end up. Sobriety is a path you decide to follow, using whatever plan you feel is best suited for your. Where you live really has nothing do do with it as there are support groups and resources available virtually everywhere.

AugustWest11

But I am not sure I wanna live if I have to go It is something (the fear of leaving) that has a grip on me worse then the booze right now ... But again TY .. I understand what you mean ...

ersatzmatriarch

august... way to go with getting honest with yourself! try not to let the moving fears eat you alive, okay?

AugustWest11

well I will know in about 2 hours :p So I think I can make it ... Then tomorrow handle the job aspect .. Thanx ..