Seiceps

Back at the unwelcome hour of drinkers false dawn awakeness. Total clarification and recrimination. It was hard not drinking , but no where near as hard as this. At least I got to feel ok about myself. On the other hand this sux. It's much nicer when that inside voice says good things rather than a diatribe of faults.

Ptcapote

I know we never quite got our time difference sorted but there's always a new day, Love...that's guaranteed.

Big breath. Nothing's broken that can't be fixed.

sugarbear1

What goes up must come down, then it gets flat and it finally evens out.

I drank and got that high buzz, I stopped and got real low and negative, I lost motivation and stuck out staying stopped, then I finally learned how to live life more fully.

Give time time and heal well!

Dee74

Last night is done.
It's a new day Ceps...I hear it's sunny there...try and enjoy it

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Seiceps

It is sunny !! Feel remarkably good today. Resolve in place by thanks for your kind words people. It's good In a way Bc before I thought drinking made me happy. Now I know it really doesn't. I guess it's a bit like ignorance is bliss. As soon as you open the door on the fact there is a problem you can't just shut it again and carry on. You can carry on but it's not the same. That door is still wide open shining a big light on what your doing ! And I can't turn it off ! So best let it illuminate something good me thinks.