Perfectly fine with being Alright
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Perfectly fine with being Alright
I came in here 22 days ago a serious mess of a lady. Within the last handful of weeks, with the help of god and strangers, I have managed to gain employment and pursue an education that I have desired for years.
I think that our mishaps can be blessings in disguise. Who knows if I would of been happy as a researcher for Vitamins and Herbal supplements? I have done my research in the Industry for years. I believe that god works in mysterious ways. Today, I am grateful for this chance to prove myself, to myself.
On my way to a meeting today, I stopped into my local Health food store for some herbs ( my anxiety is in full force) Part of me wanted to ask if they needed a product specialist? ......The other part of me decided that there is no reason to do anything other than to go to a meeting.
At the meeting a lady spoke of "Being alright with just being Alright". This rang true for me. My husband has stated that he wants his wife back. That I do not seem okay.. Honestly, Im not sure what he will be getting back in regards to me. I am not the same without a drink in hand. I dont even know that person. My gregarious self is still there, but I am dealing with the ramifications of this last episode. I am healing. I am changing. I am processing. I am perfectly fine with being alright. Onward and Upward!
I think that our mishaps can be blessings in disguise. Who knows if I would of been happy as a researcher for Vitamins and Herbal supplements? I have done my research in the Industry for years. I believe that god works in mysterious ways. Today, I am grateful for this chance to prove myself, to myself.
On my way to a meeting today, I stopped into my local Health food store for some herbs ( my anxiety is in full force) Part of me wanted to ask if they needed a product specialist? ......The other part of me decided that there is no reason to do anything other than to go to a meeting.
At the meeting a lady spoke of "Being alright with just being Alright". This rang true for me. My husband has stated that he wants his wife back. That I do not seem okay.. Honestly, Im not sure what he will be getting back in regards to me. I am not the same without a drink in hand. I dont even know that person. My gregarious self is still there, but I am dealing with the ramifications of this last episode. I am healing. I am changing. I am processing. I am perfectly fine with being alright. Onward and Upward!
My husband has stated that he wants his wife back. That I do not seem okay.. Honestly, Im not sure what he will be getting back in regards to me. I am not the same without a drink in hand. I dont even know that person. My gregarious self is still there, but I am dealing with the ramifications of this last episode. I am healing. I am changing. I am processing. I am perfectly fine with being alright. Onward and Upward!
I think, at the moment, that has to be OK for everyone else too.
Onward and upward indeed and thanks for an awesome post and reminder that it IS fine to just be alright!
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