friskme

Well, I screwed up...and I feel like a cow paddy.

Spinach

Time to start again the sooner the better, no regrets work in progress.
John.

Gilmer

Get back on the horse! You're not a cow paddy. Or a horse paddy.

2granddaughters

Are you going to AA meetings ?

All the best.

Bob R

misspond

Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, start all over again.

friskme

Ha! needed a laugh! Thanks!

Anna

Use the experience as a lesson to move forward with your recovery.

friskme

I don't have a good support system....and I have two toddlers. Baby-sitting is limited; and my daughter (19) is mad at me right now. She baby-sits sometimes. So going to any kind of meeting is a stretch.
Plus, not excited about AA. It is hard to explain, but based on my previous exp with Al-Anon and the couple of times I went with my ex, which was ages ago.

Weasel1966

Cow patty? I owned a chocolate store .. I made cow patties. Dark chocolate nuts raisins and a little love.

I have felt that way. But I tested great!

least

The only thing to do is get back up and start over. Learn from it, forgive yourself, and move forward again.

GreenBeans

It's ok, Frisk. Pick yourself up and try again. Take your children out today (even your oldest) and go make some special memories.