Getting back up to speed
Getting back up to speed
Valentines was rough. The idea of forced love forced itself on me. By me. Recent events in my life compounded.... Smothered me a bit.
So something that I have not said in a while. A new day today. Only I can move forward. And I will with great certainty. But I am human and yesterday .... Well.... It was yesterday.
I will join the awesome weekend thread started by nonsensical. A guy with a new lease on life.
I will stay sober today.
Days like yesterday make for the usual suspects of emotions. A line up of evil.
While I still feel quite uncomfortable about my situation I will recoup and take charge again. AV has no abilities that I don't give him. And I will not feed that mindset.
I will not let this go again any time soon. Sobriety that is. Drinking is just not something I can go back to. It solved nothing.
I cannot be more grateful for this day. The one I am allowed to share with you.
K
So something that I have not said in a while. A new day today. Only I can move forward. And I will with great certainty. But I am human and yesterday .... Well.... It was yesterday.
I will join the awesome weekend thread started by nonsensical. A guy with a new lease on life.
I will stay sober today.
Days like yesterday make for the usual suspects of emotions. A line up of evil.
While I still feel quite uncomfortable about my situation I will recoup and take charge again. AV has no abilities that I don't give him. And I will not feed that mindset.
I will not let this go again any time soon. Sobriety that is. Drinking is just not something I can go back to. It solved nothing.
I cannot be more grateful for this day. The one I am allowed to share with you.
K
Good to hear from you Ken, I was thinking of you yesterday. Nothing like a Hallmark holiday to bring up all the emotions and relationship angst. Glad you were able to get through it, it's just a day that is over with. Onward!
Glad someone has the weekend thread going already
Glad someone has the weekend thread going already
Thank you free fall. I will get back at it. I have compartmentalized and ready for my weekend.
Yes the weekend thread is great! I was under the weather this morning and I am glad nonsensical took it on!
Yes the weekend thread is great! I was under the weather this morning and I am glad nonsensical took it on!
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