Clean 2013 - what is your hearts desire?
Member
Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: SF, CA
Posts: 65
An end to the cravings.
An appreciation for the subtleties I've been trampling over in my intoxicated stupor.
Happily sober friends to spend time with.
A more fulfilling job.
To begin growing again after stagnating for so long.
To achieve a full 30 days of true sobriety for once.
To learn to live a sober life that will carry me beyond my 30 day initiation.
Inner peace with a deeper understanding of myself.
Mindfulness and cultivating a connection with the greater Self.
An appreciation for the subtleties I've been trampling over in my intoxicated stupor.
Happily sober friends to spend time with.
A more fulfilling job.
To begin growing again after stagnating for so long.
To achieve a full 30 days of true sobriety for once.
To learn to live a sober life that will carry me beyond my 30 day initiation.
Inner peace with a deeper understanding of myself.
Mindfulness and cultivating a connection with the greater Self.
Night owl
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Orion spur of the Milky Way galaxy
Posts: 2,050
Excellent thread, SO! Glad you get around. 
Treat and take my addiction seriously. Not just think that not using is enough. Anywhere near enough.
Not use.
Try to truly heal this core Rift inside of myself. Not just talk about it.
Stop hating myself. Stop believing all the self-hating lies in my head are true, no matter who planted them there.
Truly work to accept myself, and hopefully at some point actually love myself.
As part of the above two--learn how to and practice accepting the positive and kind things people say to me instead of immediately dismissing them as not possible. Let them in and accept them as true.
Reconnect with myself spiritually. Find out what that means for me now.
Learn positive ways to deal with ongoing physical pain issues.
Be more physically active. Maybe try some of things I think/fantasize about but never do.
Uncover what I feel passionate about at this moment in my life. (Thanks liv1ce for this idea!)
Treat and take my addiction seriously. Not just think that not using is enough. Anywhere near enough.
Not use.
Try to truly heal this core Rift inside of myself. Not just talk about it.
Stop hating myself. Stop believing all the self-hating lies in my head are true, no matter who planted them there.
Truly work to accept myself, and hopefully at some point actually love myself.
As part of the above two--learn how to and practice accepting the positive and kind things people say to me instead of immediately dismissing them as not possible. Let them in and accept them as true.
Reconnect with myself spiritually. Find out what that means for me now.
Learn positive ways to deal with ongoing physical pain issues.
Be more physically active. Maybe try some of things I think/fantasize about but never do.
Uncover what I feel passionate about at this moment in my life. (Thanks liv1ce for this idea!)
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