jakec

So this afternoon I was 5 days off of any mind-altering drugs, and I ended up smoking weed. This really wasn't an acting on impulse thing.. It was kindof like planned it out but not really caring..

I know I should be completely abstinent from all drugs but I'm thankful I haven't done dxm, my drug of choice.

I've been trying not to count the days clean, they seem longer when I do that so whether or not im still on day 5 doesn't matter. As long as I keep moving forward.

Dee74

I'm sorry to hear that - especially when I think you some some great advice in your thread in substance abuse forum (and no I'm not talking about mine )

As long as I fed the monster, it lived... and I died a little - doesn't really matter what I was feeding it.

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