ACT10Npack

:-(. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm going to get more alcohol. Not more because I don't want to drive. Don't know whats wrong with me.

SoberForMySon

Why not sty here instead, and post. You clearly wnt help!!!

ACT10Npack

yea im sorry

SoberForMySon

Don't be sorry babe, just power through, talk to us. You ain't alone

Sapling

Don't be sorry....Just stop drinking.....Don't buy anymore Action....Maybe it's time to try something different. I'm glad you didn't go out for months....Hang around here.

Sugarfix

Stay here

You don't need more alcohol!

hypochondriac

So sorry to hear this Action You were sounding so positive in your posts... what happened? x

Anna

We're here for you, Act10n!

ACT10Npack

Thanks!

Zee

I'm here too Put the kettle on!

KaeHot323

AcT10NPack we all know how that feels, you're not alone. Thinking of you.

yogachic

Sorry, that sucks.. Hope you can pull out of it soon.

This helps me sometimes: Write yourself a note right now of what triggered you this time. Also write down if you're feeling the joy & pleasure that you were going for when you picked up that first drink.

Sometimes notes to myself that I've written while drinking can help me avoid a "next time". A lot of times I realize that the fantasy of being drunk isn't the reality that happens while I'm being drunk.

Live2Run25

So sorry to hear this action.. i know for a long time we shared the same sobriety date. You CAN do this!!!!

silly

Please don't drive! We're all here, not at the booze shop!

NoFireWater

Your AV has the upper hand right now Action, but that doesn't have to be the case in the next minute or hours. Try to turn it around and get back on track. We're rooting for you!!

lazuras82

ACT10Npack,

hey buddy, i know its tough to say no but think of what you have done and the possibilities to come with your new chossen life style. we are all here to help in any way possible. Remember why you changed your life to begin with and keep that promise to yourself and dont have another. trust me i KNOW what you are going through. my sober date is 5/17/08 and honestly the beginning was tough but i had a great support system that helpped bet me through and you have all of us.

RobbyRobot

Sorry to hear of this, ACT10N. Good on you for posting and sharing! Awesome! I hope you stick around and share what is what over the next while, and quit the drinking one more time. Like others have said, we've all done what you did ourselves in our own times, so you're in good company.

YOU CAN QUIT!!

lefthook

This is so true. I've realized this recently. Before I took that first drink i did expecting a certain outcome; having fun feeling loose, socializing, being happy etc, and every single time I relapsed I didn't get any of those outcomes at all. I either just simply blacked out and passed out before I experienced joy or I was just consumed with guilt or anger. Then not only did I NOT get the outcomes I wanted, I actually got the opposite; late for work
, fights with friends, lost money, problems at home. Nothing good has come out of that first drink in years.

Action; think about it. Has alcohol done anything good for you lately to help you?,

NewBeginning010

Only God knows how many times I had to fall before I was able to stand up. You can do this Action & we are all here for you supporting you from around the world.

We want you to be happy & enjoy life sober, you can do this. Where do you think things went wrong (something happen, just wanted a drink or ??)

Take care & keep posting, nice work on coming here & sharing.

Cheers ~ NB

NewHouse2012

Thinking of you action, hope that you can get your balance back. I feel for you, it is a damn slippery slope when you go back out. Been there. Blessings