MesoFreak

I have no problem staying sober at the moment, but the moment a drink touches my lips is the moment I let her go. I wont do it to her, she deserves far better than this. You don't even know the countless generosities she has done for me. Any man would be lucky to have such a jewel!

fgo

Meso.. I felt the same way you do the last time i drank. For me the first and only thing i could do to beable to move was to stop.. I never wanted to be that nasty person again and the only way i knew how was to stop drinking... My girlfriend is still holding me at arms length, but she has let me back in her life. Trust is a hard thin to get back once its gone. I know the trust begins with me And you. Good luck to you..figure out a way to stay stopped, it is the best thing you can do for you and everyone around you.