Thanks for sharing Lydie...
I too find myself wishing that things were different, that I were different. When I get like that I have to remind myself that if I stew on these things I cannot change -- I will be stuck in this moment for the rest of my life and will lose the motivation and determination toward the things I CAN change.
The nice thing about this amazing Universe we live in, is there are tons of things to find wonderment, thus contentment in, if you're willing to celebrate the little things. There is that saying that goes something like "happiness is a journey, not a destination," and that is definitely important to keep in perspective.
I hope a little contentment comes you way today!