Katiekate

Your beautiful family would probably like you to survive the detox.

I have a friend who tried to detox in a hotel room alone. He didn't live through it.

YOur brain needs help.

please do it safely, no good will come from trying to white knuckle it.

Nextchapter

My doctor kept treating me for high blood pressure and told me one day that she couldn't understand why she couldn't lower it. At that moment I decided to be honest with her and said "well it's probably because I drink everyday". We talked about it and she gave me something to help and protect me against seizures.

Be honest with your doctor. Tell him/her how much you drink and how often. They CAN help.

I haven't beat the demon yet, but I'm trying. I've made a plan of attack and picked out meetings to attend. I'll also spend a lot of time here.

Good luck to you (and to me)!