hello, to drunk to goto work, this is my day one.
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Join Date: Feb 2012
Location: vic melbourne
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hello, to drunk to goto work, this is my day one.
just wanted to say hi to every one.
im 26 years old living with my parents.
i couldnt go to work today because i had to much wine last night.
and im embarresed to see my family today, they no why im not at work.
sometimes i feel like my family has given up on me.
i feel so terrible today, i dont wont to drink anymore.
im tierd of drinking everyday.
i feel like smashing my wine glass.
this is it i have to change.
im 26 years old living with my parents.
i couldnt go to work today because i had to much wine last night.
and im embarresed to see my family today, they no why im not at work.
sometimes i feel like my family has given up on me.
i feel so terrible today, i dont wont to drink anymore.
im tierd of drinking everyday.
i feel like smashing my wine glass.
this is it i have to change.
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Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Neverland
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I've had a couple of those days :-( you feel like crap cuz you drank too much...you feel like crap bc you let yourself drink too much and you feel like crap bc you have a hangover and withdrawl. Did you live on your own and have had to move back to parents, or you never left the next? What kind of work do you do? Good luck in your recovery!
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Join Date: Feb 2012
Location: vic melbourne
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i have moved out before, but i always ended up coming back home.
lack of money..ect
i work in a cafe, and ive gotten better over the past year and probably only had a one or two days of work because of drinking.
but before i was taking days of every month..eep.
i just feel like a failure. and i dont wont this to happen again.
also i send ppl embarresing text messages...i did that last night too, and today the person rang me but im too embarresed to answer the phone.
omgggg
lookforward to saying i havent had a drink for at least a week. i cant rem when i was sober for more than 4 days in a very very long time
lack of money..ect
i work in a cafe, and ive gotten better over the past year and probably only had a one or two days of work because of drinking.
but before i was taking days of every month..eep.
i just feel like a failure. and i dont wont this to happen again.
also i send ppl embarresing text messages...i did that last night too, and today the person rang me but im too embarresed to answer the phone.
omgggg
lookforward to saying i havent had a drink for at least a week. i cant rem when i was sober for more than 4 days in a very very long time
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Welcome cuddlerabbit -
I think we've all been there: feeling hopeless, embarrassed, and thinking "why did I let this happen, again?" The truth is, none of us can fight this on our own. You made a great move today by reaching out for support!
Keep reading and posting!
I think we've all been there: feeling hopeless, embarrassed, and thinking "why did I let this happen, again?" The truth is, none of us can fight this on our own. You made a great move today by reaching out for support!
Keep reading and posting!
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Join Date: Feb 2012
Location: Here
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Im on day 9, and can say this site has helped me greatly. Anytime Ive gotten the urge to drink, or been overwhelmed with anxiety, Im logged on to SR and posted or just read some of the posts. Ive used my posts to be basically a sober diary.
Its really helped me...the more you read & post the less you feel alone in your battle.
Its really helped me...the more you read & post the less you feel alone in your battle.
Peace, Love, Sobriety
Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Wilmington, DE
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Welcome rabbit. You've done the easiest part by admitting that you know you have a problem. I know it's hard in the beginning but stick to your guns! You'll be feeling like a new person once you're sober for a week or two.
I know it's hard in the beginning but stick to your guns! You'll be feeling like a new person once you're sober for a week or two.
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