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Sarah, I did the exact same thing. I went to a party a little over a month in, telling myself on the way that I was doing extremely well in my recovery and that I was comfortable enough with myself that I would not mind being the only sober one there. I ended up drinking a pretty decent amount that night and almost smoking a couple of times. Looking back, it wasn't the brightest decision. But it was the first time I had tried sobriety, and I completely underestimated the sway of addiction over my mind. The next day I came here, posted about it, and jumped back on the sobriety bandwagon. Live and learn.