dedubya

all i want to do is listen to my music and sit on my ass. doing that now-can someone send a scud missile to get me up? I think my heart is shrinking (pretty sure) or something. For those that dont know- i am an (ex) bicycle rider/racer (mostly rider) and all i do is sit around and havent done crap for the last few weeks and I feel weak????. Great to pick you all up for the day! Kidding. Hope you all are doing well. Just venting as they say.
Dub

louis

Did you go on that bike ride you spoke about yesterday....

I know it's shy*e when you dont have stuff to occupy you or your mind...
I really hate it if i am not working.... i cabt handle me if i have too much time on my hands to think about me...

Someone mentioned AA... do you go?

I know when i have nothing to occupy me i end up just withdrawing from everyone and everything... i hide under my duvet... i hae myself for doing that... so i have to force myself to do stuff... the laundry, housework... even just reading a book...
The main thing is i have to try...

You spoke about your missus yesterday... how about making her a meal maybe..

You know what your doing or not doing at the moment is not working... come on mate... do yourself some thing good.

Get on that bike... take time away from you and join this wonderful world...

I hope you dont take anything ive said the wrong way....

be good to yourself
be well
louis

Mark75

Scud missile coming your way!!!

Mark

dedubya

first of all- you couldnt offend me if you punched me out through computer screen. well it may hurt a bit....anyway. no - i didnt ride, and i didnt do **** all day. you have some good advice and i will try to to follow it tomorrow. i am pretty much a basket case now- but i can get it together. my main thing is not having anything to do- that drives me NUTTTS? some body give me something to DOOOOOOO! goin nuts. but thats been going on for years. Love to all--
dub

tobefree4me

DW, Just want you to know that I have been following your posts. I am keeping you in my focus- sending strength! Free.

louis

I am heading into a chat meeting in 10mins....
Thats something to do... come in... cant hurt can it....!!!!!
It's 1am here and i've been hangin around for the meeting cos i need it...
I could go to my bed... i could go drink... but i make this choice that i need to get out of me and this helps....

You said you like/love music... how about make some c.d's up for people?

You've heard the saying i'll do it tomorrow and tomorrow never comes... as we hear on here so often... there is only today....

If you need to concerntrate.... i use jigsaws... sounds daft but it helps... ive never completed one yet but i keep trying...

Keep trying mate..... PLEASE

Anna

Sometimes, you just have to get out there and do it.

So, tomorrow, make yourself get on that bike and go for a ride. You'll feel better for it!

dedubya

hey dude- u still in chat room

Aysha

I didnt feel like doin much either today at first. But I did. I made myself. And once I got goin. I didnt want to come in the house. LOL..Here it is almost 8:30 pm and I just came on from being outside in this beautiful weather all day.

Just pick your ass up ANd do like Bo said..JUST DO IT!

louis

yep... meeting room

marty888

Man, get some food into you for energy, plenty of fluid and get back on the bike. You know you will love it

Maggot4Life

Just think how awesome you will feel after a great bike ride. Drink plenty of water and just hop on that bike, im amped to workout now

OZboy

I'm waiting on an alien space-ship to collect me.If you want,we"the aliens & me"could come by and we'll all go for a damm good ride.Beats the hell out of
****ing T.V.. See ya soon Woooooooooooooossssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhh.

December15

I'm normally a regular runner, but haven't done much running for the last couple of months. Well, about an hour ago I decided I really needed to exercise this body of mine so forced myself outside for half an hour's jogging. Now I feel pretty good but it was hard work. It sounds to me like you are being sucked down the hole of depression - best thing is to activate, do something anything - one foot in front of the other.

dedubya

there are so many comments on here that are right where I am at. Its the middle of the night here now and I am planning- or just posting. Never sleep now. I appreciate all of you. I am going into maybe depression- which is so freeking weird because everyone- including myself knows I am an optimist- spelled that wrong probably. anyway, I have never been depressed at all, ever. as a matter of fact at times when i could easily be depressed i was happy and I think it flipped people out that I wasnt stressed.
I will ride tomorrow, and I will work on getting right. its amazing how my youngest daughter has recognized my state of mind- she said- 'just do something, anything'. I have worked my butt off for 25 or so years- and loved every minute of it (another song i think. maybe not my fav). well- another day of getting my crap together. Love to all
Dub