least

and need all the prayers and positive thoughts you can muster. am going thru a very bad time here and don't feel very strong but know i must stop drinking or it will kill me. and for all my self destructiveness i don't really want to die. so i'm starting all over again. this time i HAVE to make it work.

thank you:ghug3

C23

We are with you Least. There is nothing wrong with having to start over, just as long as you ACTUALLY start over.

My prayers and positive energy go out to you.

stone

You can do it Least, you did it before. I would suggest getting some help for your depression too.

Aysha

You can do it least. Keep trying.
I am sorry your going through rough times.
(((HUGS)))

LaDita

Least,

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain. My thoughts go out to you.
I wish I was there to give you a hug, and chocolate cake, ten little puppies.
Keep posting, we're here. Let us know how we can help.

:praying

:ghug3

CarolD

Prayers for your healing and peace continue

Ann

Anyone who keeps trying is never a loser in my books. Good for you, Least. Sending hugs and prayers to wrap yourself in when you need a little courage.

Hugs

least

i would be so lost without you all. am crying now and can't stop. thank you for being there and for loving me no matter what:ghug

Bamboozle

Hey, least.

I agree with stoney...please get help for your depression. If money is an issue call some places and see if they can put you on a sliding scale for payment.

If that avenue doesn't work out well, maybe you could try to get in contact with a social worker...they know the ins and outs of what to do...they can probably point you in the right direction and find you proper help that you can afford. I don't want you to suffer.

least

freezing cold and the world's worst headache i suppose i deserve this but doesn't make it any easier to rest

i deserve this pain but can't stand it

Bamboozle

Dee74

Noone deserves pain least - well actually now that I think of it, I *could* make a list LOL but you're not on it

Stoneys suggestion is a good one

D

weekendbinger

Least: So glad you are back here and trying again. My prayers are with you. Hopefully that headache won't last long.....just long enough so you won't drink again ! Thanks for all you postings. We are with you and want you well.

:ghug

ViciousCycle

(((((Least)))))

24hrsAday

least: i honestly do not know how many times i've been IN and OUT of A.A. (a lot for sure!) however.. i've been clean and sober over 2 years now.. if i can do it.. YOU can do it!

jsml1234

A big Lone Star State ditto!:praying

tellus

You can do it, Least. Dee and Stone are right, see if you can talk to someone about that head-chatter.

Proud of you for getting back on the horse!

CoF1984

Least, I know you can do it! From my understanding you've done so well before, so if you can do it before you can do it again and this time you can do it better. We're all behind you 100% and will be here to support you every step of the way. And I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say we'll do absolutely anything we can do within our power to help you out the best we can. I'm praying for you and sure many others are as well!
Wes

:praying


Hey Least, Keep on trying!

Anna

Least,

I'm really glad to hear this!

RobbyRobot

You're a winner!!