things i dont do anymore...........
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: uk
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things i dont do anymore...........
Just to remind myself and maybe you, i thought id start a thread with things
I DONT DO ANYMORE...since becoming sober.
1..go to jail
2..go to hospital or psy ward.
3..Jump bail
4..Rob from loved ones
5..ignore the fact that i have a beautiful 18 year old daughter.
6..have voilent outbursts.
7..blame every one for my drinking.
8..Live on the streets eating out of trash bins
9..Brawl with other alcoholics for booze.
10.dry retch in the morning
11.Sweat and shake without booze
12..see hallucinations when ive run out of booze.
13.Wet the bed (if i have one)
14.Have bouts of deep depression.
15.Have thoughts of suicide.
16.despise myself.
17.Have hair down to my backside...lol
18.Hate everyone
19.disregard my faith.
20.Use people with the soul aim of getting something i want.
That will do for starts..............any you would like to add??.........trucker
I DONT DO ANYMORE...since becoming sober.
1..go to jail
2..go to hospital or psy ward.
3..Jump bail
4..Rob from loved ones
5..ignore the fact that i have a beautiful 18 year old daughter.
6..have voilent outbursts.
7..blame every one for my drinking.
8..Live on the streets eating out of trash bins
9..Brawl with other alcoholics for booze.
10.dry retch in the morning
11.Sweat and shake without booze
12..see hallucinations when ive run out of booze.
13.Wet the bed (if i have one)
14.Have bouts of deep depression.
15.Have thoughts of suicide.
16.despise myself.
17.Have hair down to my backside...lol
18.Hate everyone
19.disregard my faith.
20.Use people with the soul aim of getting something i want.
That will do for starts..............any you would like to add??.........trucker
everything is already ok
Join Date: May 2005
Location: Melbourne Victoria Australia
Posts: 19,793
I don't cringe in the mornings as I hold my banging head and check to see what emails I sent the day before and what messesages I have got back.
I don't terrorise my daughter, my dogs and anyone esle I come across.
I don't quake when the phone rings.
(great list trucker, can relate to all of those)
I don't terrorise my daughter, my dogs and anyone esle I come across.
I don't quake when the phone rings.
(great list trucker, can relate to all of those)
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: New Zealand.
Posts: 122
Great thread :bounce
I don't.....
Check my bank 3 times a day to make sure there's enough for the weeks booze
Feel self loathing
Feel suicidal
Feel shame
Go days on end without eating
sleep in so hubby has to see to the kids in the mornings
Resent doing my chores
Stay at home 24/7
Plan any activities around fitting my drinking in
Sit on my backside with a glass in my hand 16 hours a day
Plan my day, knowing I will never do what I planed
There is heaps really, post one pretty much summed it up
I don't.....
Check my bank 3 times a day to make sure there's enough for the weeks booze
Feel self loathing
Feel suicidal
Feel shame
Go days on end without eating
sleep in so hubby has to see to the kids in the mornings
Resent doing my chores
Stay at home 24/7
Plan any activities around fitting my drinking in
Sit on my backside with a glass in my hand 16 hours a day
Plan my day, knowing I will never do what I planed
There is heaps really, post one pretty much summed it up
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: uk
Posts: 2,548
Brilliant........just think all that damage didnt happen today.
All those loved ones that can sleep soundly in their beds, not having to watch us destroy ourselves.
Thankyou guys........you made my day...........trucker.
All those loved ones that can sleep soundly in their beds, not having to watch us destroy ourselves.
Thankyou guys........you made my day...........trucker.
Ending the Old Me.
Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Under a Rock
Posts: 377
I've only been a week sober, again, but here's somethings I didn't do this past week.
1. Ignore my Wife and Son.
2. Throw up pratically every other morning.
3. Spend ridiculous amounts of money in the bar.
4. Make an arse of myself.
5. Drive drunk.
6. Hide vodka in the garage, my truck, etc.
7. Forget what I said the night before.
8. Pretend that I have it all together.
9. Do the bare minimum necessary to keep my job.
10. Take for granted all the good in my life.
1. Ignore my Wife and Son.
2. Throw up pratically every other morning.
3. Spend ridiculous amounts of money in the bar.
4. Make an arse of myself.
5. Drive drunk.
6. Hide vodka in the garage, my truck, etc.
7. Forget what I said the night before.
8. Pretend that I have it all together.
9. Do the bare minimum necessary to keep my job.
10. Take for granted all the good in my life.
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