Wanting a drink - embarassed
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Hi Everyone, back from my meeting. Feeling a little better. I'm eating Halloween candy now and watching ghost Hunters Live. So I'll be on and off on here tonight.
My sponser was at the meeting tonight. She was actually the speaker tonight. I told her that I really wanted to drink. She told me when i got home to read my paper i wrote about thinking the drink through. She also suggested that i sign up for a pain management class at our local hospital. I told her i was worried there be a lot of older people there and nobody my age in there 40's. She said no.
Reading my paper after i got home made me want to cry. All the "not yets" that could happen to me. I forgot all the stuff i wrote down. I think i was a round 3 months sober when i wrote it. I think I posted it here on SR too.
Well, i won't be drinking tonight. So I'll be making it through another day. It just sucks it has to be so tough sometimes.
Barb
My sponser was at the meeting tonight. She was actually the speaker tonight. I told her that I really wanted to drink. She told me when i got home to read my paper i wrote about thinking the drink through. She also suggested that i sign up for a pain management class at our local hospital. I told her i was worried there be a lot of older people there and nobody my age in there 40's. She said no.
Reading my paper after i got home made me want to cry. All the "not yets" that could happen to me. I forgot all the stuff i wrote down. I think i was a round 3 months sober when i wrote it. I think I posted it here on SR too.
Well, i won't be drinking tonight. So I'll be making it through another day. It just sucks it has to be so tough sometimes.
Barb
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Location: Northern CA
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Well, i won't be drinking tonight. So I'll be making it through another day. It just sucks it has to be so tough sometimes.
Enjoy your candy and give yourself a big atta girl for getting through a tough day.
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Dee- You remember that I love Aerosmith. :ghug3
Actually watching Ghost Hunters Live on Sci Fi channel all night. Us viewers can help by watching on the computer and letting them know if we see anything. I watch every year on Halloween.
Actually watching Ghost Hunters Live on Sci Fi channel all night. Us viewers can help by watching on the computer and letting them know if we see anything. I watch every year on Halloween.
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