Getting And Staying Sober And Clean
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Getting And Staying Sober And Clean
Been a good while since I could even tell anyone what being drunk even feels like. One day at a time. Everyday....one day at a time. Soo stooopid...but I couldn't figure it out at first....cause then there would be a weekend...or a wedding...or even better...a funneral. Loved me a REALLY good reson to toss back a bunch...and nothing like the passing of yer third neighbor down the block having an out of state uncle passing on to greener pastures! Yup...did THAT...cause I'm a recovering drunk. I can justify ANY type of drinking...even in recovery. I see it allot....and just let IT go....don't judge...lead by example kinda thing...
But...BUT...BUUUTTTT!!!! Where are my accolades? My prayers and blessings? "GREAT JOB! You didn't ruin the whole affair we had here....the bride is real proud of you and the dead guy WOULD get up and shake your hand...but he's busy...passing on and all."
Yeah...didn't get any of that. Just a "glad your not all funcked up so you can help me move" kinda thanks.
I'll take it...I guess. I have a truck and access to MORE trucks...soo..I move people allot.
Anyhow...I WANT my life to be better. Richer. Thinner. Singler.....
But I'm NOT. I am what I am....all day...just for today...one day at a time...a living example of what it's like to get and stay SOBER and CLEAN.
Hope this helps someone that's struggling. It's not easy...yet it IS sooo simple....till life gives you LIFE'S terms...then you just deal with it...one day at a time.
Shanti...Shanti...Shanti...PEACE PEACE PEACE
But...BUT...BUUUTTTT!!!! Where are my accolades? My prayers and blessings? "GREAT JOB! You didn't ruin the whole affair we had here....the bride is real proud of you and the dead guy WOULD get up and shake your hand...but he's busy...passing on and all."
Yeah...didn't get any of that. Just a "glad your not all funcked up so you can help me move" kinda thanks.
I'll take it...I guess. I have a truck and access to MORE trucks...soo..I move people allot.
Anyhow...I WANT my life to be better. Richer. Thinner. Singler.....
But I'm NOT. I am what I am....all day...just for today...one day at a time...a living example of what it's like to get and stay SOBER and CLEAN.
Hope this helps someone that's struggling. It's not easy...yet it IS sooo simple....till life gives you LIFE'S terms...then you just deal with it...one day at a time.
Shanti...Shanti...Shanti...PEACE PEACE PEACE
You want accolades?
I can give you many but I know someone who can give you many more and do so with more conviction then I can.
Look in the mirror and tell that beautiful lady you see just how wonderful she really is. I am sure you can do a much better job then I of telling her the accolades she deserves.
Just for today...speak to that lady in the mirror and be extra nice to her.
Oh... can I borrow the truck? *LOL*
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Hmmm...
Don't know what got into me there...looks like my crazy switch got flipped....it's just hard sometimes. It's just hard is all.
Thank you budz!
Oh...and best...I have a truck YOU CAN HAVE FOR FREE!!! Now all you have to do is find a tow truck friend...and then a mechanic...and then a medicine man to resurect the damn thing...BEST WISHES!
Thank you budz!
Oh...and best...I have a truck YOU CAN HAVE FOR FREE!!! Now all you have to do is find a tow truck friend...and then a mechanic...and then a medicine man to resurect the damn thing...BEST WISHES!
Bitz....
I didn't have a ticker tape parade so I got you: lots a money, a dancing girl, aaanddd your own fireworks!!!! all for you, my friend, courtesy of KJ, keep doing good, honey!!!!
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I didn't have a ticker tape parade so I got you: lots a money, a dancing girl, aaanddd your own fireworks!!!! all for you, my friend, courtesy of KJ, keep doing good, honey!!!!
:HONYnewyear025firew
Don't know what got into me there...looks like my crazy switch got flipped....it's just hard sometimes. It's just hard is all.
Thank you budz!
Oh...and best...I have a truck YOU CAN HAVE FOR FREE!!! Now all you have to do is find a tow truck friend...and then a mechanic...and then a medicine man to resurect the damn thing...BEST WISHES!
Thank you budz!
Oh...and best...I have a truck YOU CAN HAVE FOR FREE!!! Now all you have to do is find a tow truck friend...and then a mechanic...and then a medicine man to resurect the damn thing...BEST WISHES!
As for that apparent rag tag truck. I'll send a defib machine. CLEAR!! ZAP!!! Uh Oh....
My son is in the Navy. He is in VA.
I gave him my jeep (91 cherokee) 4x4.
If I tried to sell it around here, I would be lucky to get $1000.
I told him he is close enough to redneck country that just listing it as a 4x4 that runs, he could maybe sell it next year for $5000 *LOL*
Best<<<<.... 100% yankee
*LOL*
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best....I'll take it...to add to my dandy collection on my front yard!
I'll be in VA soon....so get the tires put back on it!
I got a hitch....a thousand bucks...and a big shite eating grin!
I'll be in VA soon....so get the tires put back on it!
I got a hitch....a thousand bucks...and a big shite eating grin!
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