Bottoms Part 40
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Originally Posted by gypsy tears 
Bottoms is quiet today.
I could change that....
LOL
Hi stoney and hi all.Just thought I'd pop in(Gyps made me-and who can say no to her?)Nah-she's a doll.
Still sober.Been an isolationist idiot for the most part(LOL) but hey,I had to come back and say hello at least.
I'll be around-if that's ok.(a bit unsure after disappearing like I did)
I hope you're all doing well.WAY to much to catch up on here.But....'hi'
Julesxox
P.S-Ro-I missed your birthday-but I hope you had a wonderful one *hugs*
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Aw-you guys are too sweet.Thank you!
I've thought of you all often.I wouldn't be where I am in my life if I hadn't come here in the first place.You've never been far from me-even if I've been away....
I understand the break stoney-but don't stay away too long ok?(LOL funny coming from me huh?)
Big hugs to you all
Julesxox
I've thought of you all often.I wouldn't be where I am in my life if I hadn't come here in the first place.You've never been far from me-even if I've been away....
I understand the break stoney-but don't stay away too long ok?(LOL funny coming from me huh?)
Big hugs to you all
Julesxox
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Europe
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Rowan i hope you get to read this.
I owe you an apology. I made the same mistake i did with you with a person that means everything to me. Had i learn the first time i wouldn't be now in a place of danger of losing the best thing i know.
Everyday i try to explain how depression got ahead of me in my relations. Almost like a different person makes these mistakes and doesn't learn. I guess i only learned the hard way.
I lost a friend, now i might lose the one, all because i repeat the same mistakes over and over. I didn't do it with a bad intention, it was what i knew how to do at that time....I pushed away people so i could prove i was worthless.
I am not worthless, it's too bad that it took this situation to make me finally learn to give people space and most of all, to give myself some space and personal power over my life.
I live today with the hope that the love of my life will give me a second chance. I believe in second chances. I know they're rare in love. But it's all i got. And i live with it. It's all i got right now...And i pray to God that if this person is my love then depression shall not win, if you are my friend, one day maybe we might talk.
Most of all...I have to hold on to my second chance. I chose not to die, because i really love living. I just hope, since this life is unique, that i didn't ruin the chance to be with the one that i was meant to be.
Sometimes it takes a lot of a pain, for a stubborn Nuno to learn...
God bless...
I owe you an apology. I made the same mistake i did with you with a person that means everything to me. Had i learn the first time i wouldn't be now in a place of danger of losing the best thing i know.
Everyday i try to explain how depression got ahead of me in my relations. Almost like a different person makes these mistakes and doesn't learn. I guess i only learned the hard way.
I lost a friend, now i might lose the one, all because i repeat the same mistakes over and over. I didn't do it with a bad intention, it was what i knew how to do at that time....I pushed away people so i could prove i was worthless.
I am not worthless, it's too bad that it took this situation to make me finally learn to give people space and most of all, to give myself some space and personal power over my life.
I live today with the hope that the love of my life will give me a second chance. I believe in second chances. I know they're rare in love. But it's all i got. And i live with it. It's all i got right now...And i pray to God that if this person is my love then depression shall not win, if you are my friend, one day maybe we might talk.
Most of all...I have to hold on to my second chance. I chose not to die, because i really love living. I just hope, since this life is unique, that i didn't ruin the chance to be with the one that i was meant to be.
Sometimes it takes a lot of a pain, for a stubborn Nuno to learn...
God bless...
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