Pilgrim

The children left. I was alone in the house. I cried. It was totally silent and empty. I felt the feeling. You know the one. I wanted so badly to go and buy some wine and spend my afternoon anaesthetised.

but

I RANG MY SPONSOR

Unheard of. First time.
I don't know myself any more.
I am really starting to get some hope now.

CarolD

And I just replied to you in F&F

It's super to see you!

Do you have a meeting planned soon?
Ask another woman out for coffee after.
This is a grand time to hook into the
fellowship.

The new you can enjoy
sober sucess and serenity!

Blessings

Aysha

Good Job ..Keep it up..You know you never have to be alone.

Pilgrim

Thanks Carol and Chy. Carol - was it you who said I was aloud to do bold and italics or does that just come with the number of posts? Anyway, it's really cooooool .

Can I do colours too? Oh - wow. That has totally made my day.

Off to my BB study meeting that starts at 7pm. My sponsor is coming to give me some moral support. I am so grateful for all this. When I think what my will would have had me doing right now, I can only amaze at what is happening to me. It is not of my doing. I know that.

barb dwyer

way to go ******{Pilgrim}}}}

'we will be amazed before we are halfway through' ...

Pilgrim

CarolD

Pilgrim...
Nope..I am not the one who told you
how to use the fancy feaures.

But it's nice to see you

Aducksdelight

I am so glad to hear that, Pilgrim! Congrats on doing what needed to be done and was the right thing for you!

Jules62

Thinking of you tonight Steph!

Love,

Rose xox

Pilgrim

Me too Rose. Are u ok????

indigo

You did great Pilgrim, congratulations on your strength of will.

Dee74

I am VERY proud !
hugs
D

Pilgrim

Thanks guys and thanks for my hug D. Here's one for you.

Indy - not sure my will is in action these days.

I keep doing things and then thinking "Who did that?".

I have to go to bed now. I hate doing all the lights out stuff when I am on my own. Got the icky lonelies again.

I have enjoyed the site this weekend.

I have a busy week ahead but I will pop in from time to time when I get a chance.

Goodnight everyone.

(((((((((((SR)))))))))))

Dee74

thanks Steph
have a great week...needless to say, I should be around here for most of it so feel free to PM me if you need anything, 'k?

D

thiskidknows

way to go Steph, I think the hardest thing is to reach out when U need it most...what a break thru for u..I'm pleased ur sponsor was they for u and u felt able to call her.

So pleased for you..

Thinking of u.

Me xx

stone

Hi Steph, I cant really apologise enough for the things I said. Can I send you huge hugs tho? (((((Steph)))))
Alkie and codie too huh? Double winner. I hope you can forgive me a bit, you know I love your bones Sending hugs anyway.

Alive

happy for you Steph..to see you hopeful

can you tell me how to use the fancy stuff?..i don't know how to use those features..lol...

parentrecovers

that's great that you called your sponsor! k

Pilgrim

Hi K. It's not me at all. I am like a new person sometimes these days. It helped and I stayed sober. I don't know why I couldn't do it before. It's no big deal but I just never could pick up that phone.

Karim - I think we get the features after a certain number of posts or something. It's way cool so keep posting!

Stone - thanks so much for stopping in. That means the world to me. I already forgave you. Thanks for the hugs. I am a triple hatter. Alchie, Codie and grew up in an alcoholic home.

Hi Thiskidknows. I have not met you before. Tell me more.

Dee - I'l do that. You too ok?

Creekie - I'll write soon. Good to have you back. xx

Midas