We Refuse to give up, Dedicated by Vic to his Friend Denise Part 4
IO Storm
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Southern California
Posts: 18,436
Never givin' up or givin' in....
At least not for this 24 hours...
Not fighting today..just surrendering...
HP is takin' the sword for me today.
I think I know how the battle comes out.
Love,
IO
At least not for this 24 hours...
Not fighting today..just surrendering...
HP is takin' the sword for me today.
I think I know how the battle comes out.
Love,
IO
Member
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: my room in ct.
Posts: 58,110
just a lttle reminder... of the Rat!
Hello, Old Friend
Hello, old friend: I’ve come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer
mentally, spiritually, and socially. I want to make you restless so you can
never relax. I want you to be jumpy, nervous, and anxious. I want to make you
agitated and irritable so everything and everybody makes you uncomfortable. I
want you to be confused and depressed, so that you can’t think clearly and
positively. I want to make you hate everything and everybody, especially
yourself. I want you to feel guilty and remorseful for the things you have done
in the past, that you will never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry
and hateful toward the world, for the way it is and the way you are. I want you
to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything but your addiction for the way
things are. I want you to be deceitful and untrustworthy, and to manipulate and
con as many people as possible. I want to make you fearful and paranoid for no
reason at all. I want you to wake up during all hours of the night and scream
for me. You know you can’t sleep without me! I’m even in your dreams.
I want to be the first thing you wake up to every morning and the last thing you
touch before you pass out. I would rather kill you, but I’ll be happy enough to
put you back in the hospital or another institution. But you know that I will be
waiting for you when you get out. I love to watch you slowly going insane. I
love to see all the physical damage that I am causing you. I can’t help but
sneer and chuckle when you shiver and shake, when you freeze and sweat at the
same time, and when you wake with your sheets and blankets soaking wet. It’s
amusing to watch you make love to the toilet bowl... It’s amazing how much
destruction I can do to your internal organs, while at the same time I am
destroying your brain bit by bit.
I deeply appreciate how much you sacrifice for me... all the friends that you
deeply cared for - you gave them up for me. I am even more grateful for the
friends you turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions. I mean
who could be more generous to me than you, you gave up for me the most precious
and important things in your life - your loved ones and your family, and
yourself. I mean, man, you threw them away for little old me!
I cannot express in words how deeply grateful I am for the loyalty and respect
you have for me: you sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to
devote yourself completely to me. But, do not despair my friend, for on me you
can always depend! In fact, after you have lost all these things, you can still
depend on me to take even more! You can depend on me to keep you in a living
hell, to keep your mind, body, and soul: because I will not be satisfied until
you are dead, my friend.
My name is: addiction!
Hello, Old Friend
Hello, old friend: I’ve come to visit once again. I love to see you suffer
mentally, spiritually, and socially. I want to make you restless so you can
never relax. I want you to be jumpy, nervous, and anxious. I want to make you
agitated and irritable so everything and everybody makes you uncomfortable. I
want you to be confused and depressed, so that you can’t think clearly and
positively. I want to make you hate everything and everybody, especially
yourself. I want you to feel guilty and remorseful for the things you have done
in the past, that you will never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry
and hateful toward the world, for the way it is and the way you are. I want you
to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything but your addiction for the way
things are. I want you to be deceitful and untrustworthy, and to manipulate and
con as many people as possible. I want to make you fearful and paranoid for no
reason at all. I want you to wake up during all hours of the night and scream
for me. You know you can’t sleep without me! I’m even in your dreams.
I want to be the first thing you wake up to every morning and the last thing you
touch before you pass out. I would rather kill you, but I’ll be happy enough to
put you back in the hospital or another institution. But you know that I will be
waiting for you when you get out. I love to watch you slowly going insane. I
love to see all the physical damage that I am causing you. I can’t help but
sneer and chuckle when you shiver and shake, when you freeze and sweat at the
same time, and when you wake with your sheets and blankets soaking wet. It’s
amusing to watch you make love to the toilet bowl... It’s amazing how much
destruction I can do to your internal organs, while at the same time I am
destroying your brain bit by bit.
I deeply appreciate how much you sacrifice for me... all the friends that you
deeply cared for - you gave them up for me. I am even more grateful for the
friends you turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions. I mean
who could be more generous to me than you, you gave up for me the most precious
and important things in your life - your loved ones and your family, and
yourself. I mean, man, you threw them away for little old me!
I cannot express in words how deeply grateful I am for the loyalty and respect
you have for me: you sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to
devote yourself completely to me. But, do not despair my friend, for on me you
can always depend! In fact, after you have lost all these things, you can still
depend on me to take even more! You can depend on me to keep you in a living
hell, to keep your mind, body, and soul: because I will not be satisfied until
you are dead, my friend.
My name is: addiction!
IO Storm
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Southern California
Posts: 18,436
Chancey....Hi! Miss you a lot...
Missed this RB thread..I thought it was closed!!
Duh...
Anyhow still refusin' to give up or give in....
Fall on my butt with fear once in awhile...but I just bounce back up!
Than ks to my Rat Bustin' friends!
Love,
Sherry
Missed this RB thread..I thought it was closed!!
Duh...
Anyhow still refusin' to give up or give in....
Fall on my butt with fear once in awhile...but I just bounce back up!
Than ks to my Rat Bustin' friends!
Love,
Sherry
Member
Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: my room in ct.
Posts: 58,110
sis nah, its way down on the list... should be up top... its one of the most important!
keep'n the Rats, Demon's, The Commitee Members, or also in my case... My Band of Gypsy's
refuse'n all the way!
Missed this RB thread..I thought it was closed!!
keep'n the Rats, Demon's, The Commitee Members, or also in my case... My Band of Gypsy's
refuse'n all the way!
IO Storm
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Southern California
Posts: 18,436
Yep..the Comittee..that's what I call it..or Critical Voices...
or the 3 D's..depression..discouragement..desire (frustrated)...
straight outta the 12x12...
Never have enough..always grasping...stepping on toes of my fellows..
when they step back..poor me! My toes ain't sposed to hurt!
A friend of mine explained it like this....
Jesus said what we eat is used and what is not needed goes "out in the drought"
or..toilet.
So..we flush simply flush away the crap in our minds..
Hmmmmmmm....
or the 3 D's..depression..discouragement..desire (frustrated)...
straight outta the 12x12...
Never have enough..always grasping...stepping on toes of my fellows..
when they step back..poor me! My toes ain't sposed to hurt!
A friend of mine explained it like this....
Jesus said what we eat is used and what is not needed goes "out in the drought"
or..toilet.
So..we flush simply flush away the crap in our minds..
Hmmmmmmm....
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