Benzodiazepine / SSRI / Tricyclic / Inderal
8/20/07: 117 days free
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Benzodiazepine / SSRI / Tricyclic / Inderal
Hi. Please don't quote me on anything because my brain is frying right now.
First, you may call me sue and thank you for these forums.
Approx 2-3 yrs ago, i told the P.A. that i thought i was going through menopause ... started me off on low doses of effexor/xanax ... eventually brought to 225 mg/day/effexor and 4 mg/day of xanax ...
a little over a year ago, c/t effexor and landed in mental ward for 1 day ... doc put me on desipramine ... all tricyclics and other meds made me feel worse than i already felt ...
eventually ended up on .5 mg/day/xanax resinstatement due to horrible w/d, after psych tried to detox me in 8 weeks' time (.5 mg every 7 days) from 3 different drugs at the same time ...
after reinstatement to .5 mg, i began looking for a way out of that horrible nightmare and found another site that encouraged me to switch to diazepam ... couldn't find ANY doctor to support me with that taper, but one was willing to prescribe diazepam along with lithium and seroquel (which, the latter, i rejected and then the doc rejected me ... oh well) ...
i did the cross over to 10 mg/day valium and tapered off of the valium in 2 weeks (i was told that it was too fast, but please, don't elaborate on that with me because i'm at a very critical point in recovery and don't want to turn back or pile more anxiety on myself) ...
as of today at 9 pm, i'm 11 days free and now i'm here ... thank you for any and all future support ...
First, you may call me sue and thank you for these forums.
Approx 2-3 yrs ago, i told the P.A. that i thought i was going through menopause ... started me off on low doses of effexor/xanax ... eventually brought to 225 mg/day/effexor and 4 mg/day of xanax ...
a little over a year ago, c/t effexor and landed in mental ward for 1 day ... doc put me on desipramine ... all tricyclics and other meds made me feel worse than i already felt ...
eventually ended up on .5 mg/day/xanax resinstatement due to horrible w/d, after psych tried to detox me in 8 weeks' time (.5 mg every 7 days) from 3 different drugs at the same time ...
after reinstatement to .5 mg, i began looking for a way out of that horrible nightmare and found another site that encouraged me to switch to diazepam ... couldn't find ANY doctor to support me with that taper, but one was willing to prescribe diazepam along with lithium and seroquel (which, the latter, i rejected and then the doc rejected me ... oh well) ...
i did the cross over to 10 mg/day valium and tapered off of the valium in 2 weeks (i was told that it was too fast, but please, don't elaborate on that with me because i'm at a very critical point in recovery and don't want to turn back or pile more anxiety on myself) ...
as of today at 9 pm, i'm 11 days free and now i'm here ... thank you for any and all future support ...
Last edited by sudio; 05-07-2007 at 02:49 PM.
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Congrats on the sober/clean time so far!! The first two weeks are usually the toughest. Welcome aboard, too.
By the way, we generally discourage detailed suggestions on tapering (scheduling vs. dosage, etc), or if you're doing it right or what not.
By the way, we generally discourage detailed suggestions on tapering (scheduling vs. dosage, etc), or if you're doing it right or what not.
8/20/07: 117 days free
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so just a couple of more days and things should be dying down? i surely hope so!! i was told over the phone by an opiate nurse that on my 5th day, it should go down from there, however, it's gotten worse, howbeit, not as bad as the xanax taper/w/d and other drugs, but it's still bad enough to make me wanna be a cry baby about it ... i am so thrilled that i've been able to tough it out this long and am worried about the next few days ... so far, it's been tolerable enough, ya know? thank you again for all of that ...
8/20/07: 117 days free
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thank you again, karim ...
sobriety: that's an awesome and amazing word!! i like it!!
doesn't that word look good on me?
it looks good on you, too!!
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Sometimes withdrawal symptoms can linger for months, if not years, after quitting. I don't mean to scare you by saying that, but I still have moments where I struggle with the damage I've done. It depends on how long you used or abused, too.
Alcohol withdrawals are probably the worst I've ever experienced. Then again, that was my drug O choice.
Alcohol withdrawals are probably the worst I've ever experienced. Then again, that was my drug O choice.
8/20/07: 117 days free
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Sometimes withdrawal symptoms can linger for months, if not years, after quitting. I don't mean to scare you by saying that, but I still have moments where I struggle with the damage I've done. It depends on how long you used or abused, too.
Alcohol withdrawals are probably the worst I've ever experienced. Then again, that was my drug O choice.
Alcohol withdrawals are probably the worst I've ever experienced. Then again, that was my drug O choice.
my history is in the original part of this thread ... not concentrating well at the moment ... i'm just hoping that i've pretty much maxed out all of the bad symptoms, like palpitations and hopefully, past the spasm stage ...
thank you again, midas ... any and every thing helps ...
8/20/07: 117 days free
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Join Date: May 2007
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8/20/07: 117 days free
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: California
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8/20/07: 117 days free
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Join Date: May 2007
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thanks again ...
Hi Sudio,
I'm glad you're doing better today!
I think, in my experience, a lot of drs don't know much about addiction. You know what is the right thing to do and how to stay on the path of recovery.
I'm glad you're doing better today!
I think, in my experience, a lot of drs don't know much about addiction. You know what is the right thing to do and how to stay on the path of recovery.
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