Welcome! I think you'll find, as I have, that this is a truly legitimate, well-protected site for people who are serious about getting help (and sometimes, about giving help when able).
You are welcome here, as long as you want to be, and are not being abusive towards others. As they say in AA, "the only requirement for membership is a will to..." stop drinking, using, etc...
Come on back, read some Posts/threads, and post yourself anytime.
__________________ Kari No Storm Can Shake my innermost calm
while to that rock I'm clinging...
Since Love is Lord o'er Heaven and Earth,
How can I keep from Singing? -Enya (old Quaker hymn)