24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 388
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Neoo, please don't lose hope. My dad was told his cancer had gone too far and was given a few months to live. He went on to beat the cancer completely. It wasn't cancer that killed him. Please try to stay strong. Thinking of you xxx
I'm having a bit of a nightmare. I have an autoimmune condition that affects the retinas in both eyes. It's been stable for ages but now it's flared up again and taken all the central vision in my right eye. I'm lucky to have access to an incredible eye hospital in London and I've had an injection of steroids into my eye to try to stop it taking any more vision. Obviously I'm terrified it will happen in my left eye, leaving me blind. I've had so many doctors and students staring into my eyes over the last day. .... my head is spinning and my right eye is really sore after the injection. I need to rest my eyes and take a break from staring at screens but I wanted to come back and send my love to Neoo. Because we mustn't ever lose hope Neoo. Whatever life throws our way.... we need to dust ourselves down and keep fighting. I think that's the greatest gift of sobriety.... the ability to bounce back quicker and respond in better ways. Because life is all about how we respond. I desperately don't want to go blind. I am terrified of not being able to see my children's faces as they grow. But I'm not going to give into this fear. .... I'm not going to use it as an excuse to drink. Whatever happens, I will never end up blind drunk ever again. I may be blind sober but never blind drunk. Stay strong Neoo.....I'm sending you loads of love xxxx
I'm having a bit of a nightmare. I have an autoimmune condition that affects the retinas in both eyes. It's been stable for ages but now it's flared up again and taken all the central vision in my right eye. I'm lucky to have access to an incredible eye hospital in London and I've had an injection of steroids into my eye to try to stop it taking any more vision. Obviously I'm terrified it will happen in my left eye, leaving me blind. I've had so many doctors and students staring into my eyes over the last day. .... my head is spinning and my right eye is really sore after the injection. I need to rest my eyes and take a break from staring at screens but I wanted to come back and send my love to Neoo. Because we mustn't ever lose hope Neoo. Whatever life throws our way.... we need to dust ourselves down and keep fighting. I think that's the greatest gift of sobriety.... the ability to bounce back quicker and respond in better ways. Because life is all about how we respond. I desperately don't want to go blind. I am terrified of not being able to see my children's faces as they grow. But I'm not going to give into this fear. .... I'm not going to use it as an excuse to drink. Whatever happens, I will never end up blind drunk ever again. I may be blind sober but never blind drunk. Stay strong Neoo.....I'm sending you loads of love xxxx
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Oh sweetheart, I am so sorry, and yes, thank God for the wonderful hospital....don't believe the worst....I know how scary it is...but just as you said to Neoo....we have amazing fortitude.... 
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(((kenton))) Prayers and love to you. You are so kind and loving, I wish you the very best. I'm so sorry you are suffering. I hope that injection really helps, a shot in the eye sounds a little rough, but maybe it will help.
All my love, Aly xxoo
All my love, Aly xxoo
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Originally Posted by SoberLeigh 
Three cheers!!!!
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Milestoners, WaterOx and Sunflowerlife!!!!
❤️ 1 year, 6 months ❤️
❤️❤️Milestoners, WaterOx and Sunflowerlife!!!!
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Thank you Suze and Leigh and all of you 
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Originally Posted by kenton
Neoo, please don't lose hope. My dad was told his cancer had gone too far and was given a few months to live. He went on to beat the cancer completely. It wasn't cancer that killed him. Please try to stay strong. Thinking of you xxx
I'm having a bit of a nightmare. I have an autoimmune condition that affects the retinas in both eyes. It's been stable for ages but now it's flared up again and taken all the central vision in my right eye. I'm lucky to have access to an incredible eye hospital in London and I've had an injection of steroids into my eye to try to stop it taking any more vision. Obviously I'm terrified it will happen in my left eye, leaving me blind. I've had so many doctors and students staring into my eyes over the last day. .... my head is spinning and my right eye is really sore after the injection. I need to rest my eyes and take a break from staring at screens but I wanted to come back and send my love to Neoo. Because we mustn't ever lose hope Neoo. Whatever life throws our way.... we need to dust ourselves down and keep fighting. I think that's the greatest gift of sobriety.... the ability to bounce back quicker and respond in better ways. Because life is all about how we respond. I desperately don't want to go blind. I am terrified of not being able to see my children's faces as they grow. But I'm not going to give into this fear. .... I'm not going to use it as an excuse to drink. Whatever happens, I will never end up blind drunk ever again. I may be blind sober but never blind drunk. Stay strong Neoo.....I'm sending you loads of love xxxx
I'm having a bit of a nightmare. I have an autoimmune condition that affects the retinas in both eyes. It's been stable for ages but now it's flared up again and taken all the central vision in my right eye. I'm lucky to have access to an incredible eye hospital in London and I've had an injection of steroids into my eye to try to stop it taking any more vision. Obviously I'm terrified it will happen in my left eye, leaving me blind. I've had so many doctors and students staring into my eyes over the last day. .... my head is spinning and my right eye is really sore after the injection. I need to rest my eyes and take a break from staring at screens but I wanted to come back and send my love to Neoo. Because we mustn't ever lose hope Neoo. Whatever life throws our way.... we need to dust ourselves down and keep fighting. I think that's the greatest gift of sobriety.... the ability to bounce back quicker and respond in better ways. Because life is all about how we respond. I desperately don't want to go blind. I am terrified of not being able to see my children's faces as they grow. But I'm not going to give into this fear. .... I'm not going to use it as an excuse to drink. Whatever happens, I will never end up blind drunk ever again. I may be blind sober but never blind drunk. Stay strong Neoo.....I'm sending you loads of love xxxx
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Originally Posted by erfra7
Hi
I don’t know is this will make sense to you guys but I think my journey is taking me in a new path more spiritually.
lately I let go of a lot of garbage from inside of me I’m more a peace with myself .
Love being sober , love being here, learning to love myself accept myself for who and what I’m.
Love and hugs to all.
24 more for this hopeful soul.
I don’t know is this will make sense to you guys but I think my journey is taking me in a new path more spiritually.
lately I let go of a lot of garbage from inside of me I’m more a peace with myself .
Love being sober , love being here, learning to love myself accept myself for who and what I’m.
Love and hugs to all.
24 more for this hopeful soul.
I am so, so happy for you and your journey and all of the amazing things you are doing and continue to do. You are a beautiful creature and we are all so lucky to know you...
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Originally Posted by Sunflowerlife
OMG you are so thoughtful!!! You know I drooled over those cupcakes for a minute too lol!! I'm laughing right now, really this is awesome 
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(((Kenton)))
I'm so sorry about your condition gosh yes I would be frightened too. With everything going on in our thread I just keep saying in my head "thank God you're sober" over and over. Life's rich tapestry sure does keep dishing it out.
It's okay to be frightened sometimes. We're not superhuman just because we put the bottle down.
I know you will be surrounded by love Kenton. With the love and your sobriety and our wonderful NHS you have the best. We are here for you always. Pick up the phone if it gets too much sweetheart ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry about your condition gosh yes I would be frightened too. With everything going on in our thread I just keep saying in my head "thank God you're sober" over and over. Life's rich tapestry sure does keep dishing it out.
It's okay to be frightened sometimes. We're not superhuman just because we put the bottle down.
I know you will be surrounded by love Kenton. With the love and your sobriety and our wonderful NHS you have the best. We are here for you always. Pick up the phone if it gets too much sweetheart ❤❤❤
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Originally Posted by erfra7
Hi
I don’t know is this will make sense to you guys but I think my journey is taking me in a new path more spiritually.
lately I let go of a lot of garbage from inside of me I’m more a peace with myself .
Love being sober , love being here, learning to love myself accept myself for who and what I’m.
Love and hugs to all.
24 more for this hopeful soul.
I don’t know is this will make sense to you guys but I think my journey is taking me in a new path more spiritually.
lately I let go of a lot of garbage from inside of me I’m more a peace with myself .
Love being sober , love being here, learning to love myself accept myself for who and what I’m.
Love and hugs to all.
24 more for this hopeful soul.
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Originally Posted by kenton
Neoo, please don't lose hope. My dad was told his cancer had gone too far and was given a few months to live. He went on to beat the cancer completely. It wasn't cancer that killed him. Please try to stay strong. Thinking of you xxx
I'm having a bit of a nightmare. I have an autoimmune condition that affects the retinas in both eyes. It's been stable for ages but now it's flared up again and taken all the central vision in my right eye. I'm lucky to have access to an incredible eye hospital in London and I've had an injection of steroids into my eye to try to stop it taking any more vision. Obviously I'm terrified it will happen in my left eye, leaving me blind. I've had so many doctors and students staring into my eyes over the last day. .... my head is spinning and my right eye is really sore after the injection. I need to rest my eyes and take a break from staring at screens but I wanted to come back and send my love to Neoo. Because we mustn't ever lose hope Neoo. Whatever life throws our way.... we need to dust ourselves down and keep fighting. I think that's the greatest gift of sobriety.... the ability to bounce back quicker and respond in better ways. Because life is all about how we respond. I desperately don't want to go blind. I am terrified of not being able to see my children's faces as they grow. But I'm not going to give into this fear. .... I'm not going to use it as an excuse to drink. Whatever happens, I will never end up blind drunk ever again. I may be blind sober but never blind drunk. Stay strong Neoo.....I'm sending you loads of love xxxx
I'm having a bit of a nightmare. I have an autoimmune condition that affects the retinas in both eyes. It's been stable for ages but now it's flared up again and taken all the central vision in my right eye. I'm lucky to have access to an incredible eye hospital in London and I've had an injection of steroids into my eye to try to stop it taking any more vision. Obviously I'm terrified it will happen in my left eye, leaving me blind. I've had so many doctors and students staring into my eyes over the last day. .... my head is spinning and my right eye is really sore after the injection. I need to rest my eyes and take a break from staring at screens but I wanted to come back and send my love to Neoo. Because we mustn't ever lose hope Neoo. Whatever life throws our way.... we need to dust ourselves down and keep fighting. I think that's the greatest gift of sobriety.... the ability to bounce back quicker and respond in better ways. Because life is all about how we respond. I desperately don't want to go blind. I am terrified of not being able to see my children's faces as they grow. But I'm not going to give into this fear. .... I'm not going to use it as an excuse to drink. Whatever happens, I will never end up blind drunk ever again. I may be blind sober but never blind drunk. Stay strong Neoo.....I'm sending you loads of love xxxx
You will be in my prayers, sweet kenton, during this time. How I wish that I could do more.
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Thanks each and everyone 
I have increased my Lexapro from 10mg to 20mg a day yesterday as I have been really bad lately and it seems to settle me down a good bit. I will go the docs this week and let them know as I think new relationship hit me like a ton of bricks and now my Dad. This is an email I got from his wife today -
Dear Andrew...just got in from the shop with your dad . Took Lucy a walk on the fells and now home for tea. Your email made your dad cry . We have a long battle ahead and your dad knows that but don't give up on him .
As I said we have a long way to go and every situation is different . Let,s all think your dad will be OK . I know I am thinking that . It will be a **** time but the specialist says to take every step as it comes .
He said to be aware of the worst scenario but not to worry about it as it may not happen which I think is the sensible approach .Obviously we cry alot and it is a very frightening time and your dad needs you as he is now .
You are always welcome to stay with us as is Sarah.
Love as always Elaine XXXX Dad sends his loveXXXX
I have increased my Lexapro from 10mg to 20mg a day yesterday as I have been really bad lately and it seems to settle me down a good bit. I will go the docs this week and let them know as I think new relationship hit me like a ton of bricks and now my Dad. This is an email I got from his wife today - Dear Andrew...just got in from the shop with your dad . Took Lucy a walk on the fells and now home for tea. Your email made your dad cry . We have a long battle ahead and your dad knows that but don't give up on him .
As I said we have a long way to go and every situation is different . Let,s all think your dad will be OK . I know I am thinking that . It will be a **** time but the specialist says to take every step as it comes .
He said to be aware of the worst scenario but not to worry about it as it may not happen which I think is the sensible approach .Obviously we cry alot and it is a very frightening time and your dad needs you as he is now .
You are always welcome to stay with us as is Sarah.
Love as always Elaine XXXX Dad sends his loveXXXX
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Originally Posted by Neoo
Thanks each and everyone I have increased my Lexapro from 10mg to 20mg a day yesterday as I have been really bad lately and it seems to settle me down a good bit. I will go the docs this week and let them know as I think new relationship hit me like a ton of bricks and now my Dad. This is an email I got from his wife today -
Dear Andrew...just got in from the shop with your dad . Took Lucy a walk on the fells and now home for tea. Your email made your dad cry . We have a long battle ahead and your dad knows that but don't give up on him .
As I said we have a long way to go and every situation is different . Let,s all think your dad will be OK . I know I am thinking that . It will be a **** time but the specialist says to take every step as it comes .
He said to be aware of the worst scenario but not to worry about it as it may not happen which I think is the sensible approach .Obviously we cry alot and it is a very frightening time and your dad needs you as he is now .
You are always welcome to stay with us as is Sarah.
Love as always Elaine XXXX Dad sends his loveXXXX
I have increased my Lexapro from 10mg to 20mg a day yesterday as I have been really bad lately and it seems to settle me down a good bit. I will go the docs this week and let them know as I think new relationship hit me like a ton of bricks and now my Dad. This is an email I got from his wife today - Dear Andrew...just got in from the shop with your dad . Took Lucy a walk on the fells and now home for tea. Your email made your dad cry . We have a long battle ahead and your dad knows that but don't give up on him .
As I said we have a long way to go and every situation is different . Let,s all think your dad will be OK . I know I am thinking that . It will be a **** time but the specialist says to take every step as it comes .
He said to be aware of the worst scenario but not to worry about it as it may not happen which I think is the sensible approach .Obviously we cry alot and it is a very frightening time and your dad needs you as he is now .
You are always welcome to stay with us as is Sarah.
Love as always Elaine XXXX Dad sends his loveXXXX
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