24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 388
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Originally Posted by Rar 
Good Morning Everyone. 24 sober hours for me please. I will not drink today.
Congratulations to those achieving milestones today and happy dance for me on my 4 weeks since relapse.
Wishing all a wonderful Wednesday. Praying for all suffering.
6:37 a.m.
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Congratulations to those achieving milestones today and happy dance for me on my 4 weeks since relapse.
Wishing all a wonderful Wednesday. Praying for all suffering.
6:37 a.m.
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Location: Ireland
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All going ok Snufkin just need to get on with work and see how things improve..She has been doing a lot of texting saying she misses me and talking to me but she is not saying she wants to get back together. I was wanting to spending more time with her and that was the problem so I said feck this and told her to decide if she wants it or not as I am not wasting anymore time trying..So time will tell I hope your increase works out well for you great minds think alike lol
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Join Date: Apr 2017
Location: England
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Oh there's some tough stuff going on for my People here. You have my love and prayers, that's for sure.
Nothing is really wrong here.
My car broke down AGAIN and I cried in the garage. I have never done that before. I guess my heart is no longer made of stone. Then a man texted and I got another instinct about that, and then I had to say that woman is long gone.
Recovery. I'd rather be alone than mess with that. I know how lucky I am (eh Venus?) and now I'm thinking of all our friends who didn't make it. More tears. Oh.
Weev in for 24 more at 11:53am wondering if something was really wrong how would I react? Would I throw myself on the floor like a diva??? Maybe I'll do that right now or maybe I'll just keep plodding on...
Nothing is really wrong here.
My car broke down AGAIN and I cried in the garage. I have never done that before. I guess my heart is no longer made of stone. Then a man texted and I got another instinct about that, and then I had to say that woman is long gone.
Recovery. I'd rather be alone than mess with that. I know how lucky I am (eh Venus?) and now I'm thinking of all our friends who didn't make it. More tears. Oh.
Weev in for 24 more at 11:53am wondering if something was really wrong how would I react? Would I throw myself on the floor like a diva??? Maybe I'll do that right now or maybe I'll just keep plodding on...
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Snufkin if you like chilled music you should check out Carbon Based Lifeforms - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SD6h...&index=15&t=0s helps with anxiety or at least I think so..
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Join Date: Jun 2016
Location: Adelaide, Australia
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Weav- diva or not- who cares? We take each challenge, each happy-each crappy situation as it happens- day to day. We do not lump 5 small things together and call them 1 big hassle that has made it a bad day. We struggle and fight and laugh and cry...we do not drink- but if we do, we get up- dust ourselves off and ask for help.
We remember to rest, eat and hydrate and sing and shout at the universe, we write and grumble and share and hug and get childish and everything else life throws at us..
We remind ourselves we are not alone.
Support to you.
We remember to rest, eat and hydrate and sing and shout at the universe, we write and grumble and share and hug and get childish and everything else life throws at us..
We remind ourselves we are not alone.
Support to you.
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Originally Posted by PhoenixJ
Weav- diva or not- who cares? We take each challenge, each happy-each crappy situation as it happens- day to day. We do not lump 5 small things together and call them 1 big hassle that has made it a bad day. We struggle and fight and laugh and cry...we do not drink- but if we do, we get up- dust ourselves off and ask for help.
We remember to rest, eat and hydrate and sing and shout at the universe, we write and grumble and share and hug and get childish and everything else life throws at us..
We remind ourselves we are not alone.
Support to you.
We remember to rest, eat and hydrate and sing and shout at the universe, we write and grumble and share and hug and get childish and everything else life throws at us..
We remind ourselves we are not alone.
Support to you.
What would happen if I just said, "I'm fine as I am." Always this striving to be better, to change, to understand more, to get enlightened now, like I'm going somewhere and when I get there It Will Be All Right.
But I don't think that's the point. When my husband died, seven years ago now, a functionary at the electricity board was so kind to me when I couldn't understand the simplest requirement. He said, "I think in the end all we have is one another" and this might seem simple but it has carried me through. And I think we are all deeply interconnected. As an alcoholic I seem to have developed a fear of relationship. Funny.
I love you Phoenix. You are my dear friend. I wish for your day to be blessed
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Dunno about blessed Weav- but grateful. Like today- I got my first water bill.. A whole $32. I paid it in cash- and my 'staffie' at the community housing office said always bills to pay..I said quite seriously I am gratified I can pay it. No peace in my soul...but as you say- it is about the connections..thru grief and sadness..how we define ourselves- with others.
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