24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 281
Morning love. ♥
Hmmm.....I have about a third silver hair and the rest is brown (natural), and it's loooonnng, even though my mother always wanted me to cut it. Nope.
Have a great day. :-)
Hmmm.....I have about a third silver hair and the rest is brown (natural), and it's loooonnng, even though my mother always wanted me to cut it. Nope.
Have a great day. :-)
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Good morning beautiful people, I'm ALL in.
Congratulations to today's Milestoners!! Great Job!!
As Leigh says - This Is No Small Thing We're Doing!!
Let's keep doing it - 24 hrs. at a time
Hugs, peace, strength and love to all.....xxxx
Congratulations to today's Milestoners!! Great Job!!
As Leigh says - This Is No Small Thing We're Doing!!
Let's keep doing it - 24 hrs. at a time
Hugs, peace, strength and love to all.....xxxx
0510, California...the wind making a racket on my patio, the beast is quiet for this moment...I no longer run from him as my wounds are exposed and bleeding. He hides in the closet now and waits for weak moments, but the truth is on the table now...I show him what he's caused and dismember him one limb at a time...Im in a battle for my life and I will win, I have to...another 24.
And yes Wrandi, you Will Win!!
My AV... My monster... The thing that wants to destroy everything I care about raised its head and spoke today. No, I did not drink. I thought if I was not drinking it could not make me do it's bidding, but I was wrong.
I did something extremely hurtful and I did not understand why until I realised it was my monster working through me. What I did did not reflect any sort of normal behavior on my part, and did not even jive with how I was feeling at the time. Oh my darling Suze... I am so sorry.
My monster hates that I am working a program of recovery. It writhes and kicks inside my head. This is how I know I am doing the right thing
This tells me I cannot rest on my laurels in recovery. I want my monster gone. I do not ever want to be that person again.
I did something extremely hurtful and I did not understand why until I realised it was my monster working through me. What I did did not reflect any sort of normal behavior on my part, and did not even jive with how I was feeling at the time. Oh my darling Suze... I am so sorry.
My monster hates that I am working a program of recovery. It writhes and kicks inside my head. This is how I know I am doing the right thing
This tells me I cannot rest on my laurels in recovery. I want my monster gone. I do not ever want to be that person again.
Keeping our AVs totally submissive is so important.
I don't know how AVRT works with AA but you might want to look into it to see if it could give you extra tools for dealing with the AV.
Sending you love.
Another Day #1 for me. Never giving up.
My sober app tells me to join a F2F recovery group. Maybe it's right...
I'm starting here and committing to my first 24 hours. ODAAT
Thanks for being here... much love to all.
My sober app tells me to join a F2F recovery group. Maybe it's right...
I'm starting here and committing to my first 24 hours. ODAAT
Thanks for being here... much love to all.
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