24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 215
Feel better soon, Ardy girl!
Not good, yet, but I know it's in that limbo where great healing is occurring. We get that instant change from drinking, but not when we sober up. I think it will get better, just like you say. This is the worst of it. 50 hours in. I wasn't back out for ages, so maybe it will be soon. Either way I won't drink. I will wait it out.
Too weak to fix things or fix me. I did not drink. It's Day 3 now. I will cave in and stay in bed all evening because my body won't let me do anything else. Just going to work was more than enough. It's ok.
I feel lonely and sad. Glad I am here. Reading more will lift me up. Didn't sleep well last night but it feels like I will do better tonight.
Thank you my friend and all my lovely 24's--what a great week no matter how I am feeling. I am getting my life back, my soul back--it is awesome. I will feel it soon but today I can go on faith because you are all up ahead and can vouch for it.
Love
Red
Too weak to fix things or fix me. I did not drink. It's Day 3 now. I will cave in and stay in bed all evening because my body won't let me do anything else. Just going to work was more than enough. It's ok.
I feel lonely and sad. Glad I am here. Reading more will lift me up. Didn't sleep well last night but it feels like I will do better tonight.
Thank you my friend and all my lovely 24's--what a great week no matter how I am feeling. I am getting my life back, my soul back--it is awesome. I will feel it soon but today I can go on faith because you are all up ahead and can vouch for it.
Love
Red
Not good, yet, but I know it's in that limbo where great healing is occurring. We get that instant change from drinking, but not when we sober up. I think it will get better, just like you say. This is the worst of it. 50 hours in. I wasn't back out for ages, so maybe it will be soon. Either way I won't drink. I will wait it out.
Too weak to fix things or fix me. I did not drink. It's Day 3 now. I will cave in and stay in bed all evening because my body won't let me do anything else. Just going to work was more than enough. It's ok.
I feel lonely and sad. Glad I am here. Reading more will lift me up. Didn't sleep well last night but it feels like I will do better tonight.
Thank you my friend and all my lovely 24's--what a great week no matter how I am feeling. I am getting my life back, my soul back--it is awesome. I will feel it soon but today I can go on faith because you are all up ahead and can vouch for it.
Love
Red
Too weak to fix things or fix me. I did not drink. It's Day 3 now. I will cave in and stay in bed all evening because my body won't let me do anything else. Just going to work was more than enough. It's ok.
I feel lonely and sad. Glad I am here. Reading more will lift me up. Didn't sleep well last night but it feels like I will do better tonight.
Thank you my friend and all my lovely 24's--what a great week no matter how I am feeling. I am getting my life back, my soul back--it is awesome. I will feel it soon but today I can go on faith because you are all up ahead and can vouch for it.
Love
Red
24 more for me please, just a quick one as it's late here, 01.11 uk time and I'm off to bed with my night time tea.. probably shouldn't say this but there's someone there already waiting for a cuddle, the love of my life and mother of our children. Suffice to say we're working on things between us, softly softly and very much one day at a time. I'm honoured and scared. And moved to tears..
Goodnight all, thoughts to anyone struggling right now. Believe. Have faith in yourself. We can do this, we do it together.
Peace and love
NGB X
Goodnight all, thoughts to anyone struggling right now. Believe. Have faith in yourself. We can do this, we do it together.
Peace and love
NGB X
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