February13

My heroin addicted ex called earlier.
He told me how he misses our daughter so much (he saw her last night) and
he was talking like a victim...cause of course I am the evil person who took
his daughter away (cause he was using heroin, I even found a flap in her
bed once!)

Today, after I have spent hours cleaning cause tonight I have a babysitter
coming for the first time (if my daughter does well with her I might even
make it to a nearby Alanon meeting!) it made me laugh. I am the one who
was alone with a small child for the last 4 years. Yes, even before I left him
he did not help at all. Ha! Ha! Ha!

Poor guy. His ex took away his daughter just cause he was spending all his
time in bed doing heroin.

Now I just have to hope he doesn't show up here.
I guess I have to warn the babysitter too.
I wish I could warn him not to come because it will break our girl's heart if
the babysitter does not let her daddy in/asks him to leave , but I feel like if
I ask him not to come he might decide it's a sign that he should or
something that logical.

Raider

Hoping he just doesn't show up. I'm so sorry.