What I don't want....
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Join Date: Nov 2012
Location: Buenos Aires, Argentina
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Originally Posted by overit263 
This made me think about how I used to cry in bed with my AH sleeping next to me. I don't ever want to have to do that again. I also want to only be with:
A loving man
A kind man
A man with no history of substance abuse
A man with no history of mental illness
the list could go on and on. One can wish!
A loving man
A kind man
A man with no history of substance abuse
A man with no history of mental illness
the list could go on and on. One can wish!
Like a lot of men, I have a hard time crying, but once, as I laid in bed next to my partner, I was feeling so many confusing, conflicting emotions... I began to question what I was feeling, like "Is this love? Is this what it feels like?"
But it wasn't pleasant - I was so scared and I felt so trapped. Like it was my job – and mine alone – to be the one to offer this poor damaged person next to me all the forgiveness and love that he needed. I felt as if I had been given a life-term imprisonment, and I started to cry.
Thank you for your post.
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