wayconfused

I am so mad this morning, I could scream.... I guess I should say it started last night. Me and my daughter was going to the hospital to see the baby. He asked me for some money. (said it was for dinner) so I gave it to him. He asked me twice where I was going I told him to the hospital. Then when I almost get there. ( its about 1 hour away). He calls me on my cell wanting to know where I am at. when Itold him he said oh I forgot. No Memory cells left I guess... Then when I get home there was no dinner.Then he wakes me up at 4:00 am wanting to know if I had any money to so he could go to the store
What happened to the 40 bucks I gave him?????
Then when he is ready to leave for work. ( he will work sometimes, he just takes months off at a time when ever he feels like it)... he wanted gas money. I told him I would follow him to the store. And pay for his gas. NO MORE OF MY MONEYYYYY..
I also told him when he gets paid today, I want all of my money back..
I just hate drugs... and what the do to good people.....
Thanks for letting me vent ....
I just feel like its the same ole song and dance just a different day.....

liesagain

Sorry your having a bad morning..................you'll be in my thoughts

hope213

your recovery is shining. recovery it such a good thing.hugs,hope

Elana

Well, you keep up the no more money thing and taking care of you. I know about anger.. and it can help you get those boundaries in place and stick to them.

Just lending my support to you.

sun daisy

Take one little step at a time. When that one feels right then go to the next step. Sometimes we go back a step or two then go forward. Dont be hard on yourself. I would take a step back and be real hard on myself. Spend half the night awake stressing. No sleep but stressing. Then say its all yours God. Have to repeat quite a few times, and thennnn finally go to sleep. But the little steps do good and turn into 2 steps. Keep up the good work.

greeteachday

Hey there, I hope today was a little better for you. Unfortunately active addiction is the same all song and dance. We can't change that, but we can decide whether we want to continue to dance. Good for you not giving him any more money. Hugs