This may come across as advice
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Join Date: Jun 2013
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I'm positive if my parents had divorced I would have been better off. Instead I lived with crazy abusive father, nearly killed myself at 17 and ended up with an NPD, alcoholic of a gf who did one huge number on me.
I'm FINALLY dealing with this in my 30s and breaking cycles. You may not be able to protect your child every step of the way but I wish my mom would have communicated with me better. It's not black and white, but what you can do is actively make it a priority and REALIZE this stuff really does affect kids, more than most will admit.
I'm FINALLY dealing with this in my 30s and breaking cycles. You may not be able to protect your child every step of the way but I wish my mom would have communicated with me better. It's not black and white, but what you can do is actively make it a priority and REALIZE this stuff really does affect kids, more than most will admit.
So you see the dilemma for most of us. If we leave, then the kids have visitation with the crappy parent that we have no control over. But if we stay we have an odd situation with the parent drinking in the basement or not coming home. http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ilies/Gaah.gif
The damage done to children can take a lifetime to undo. I feel cheated by my family for not caring enough to get me out. You don't get to be a child in an alcoholic home. There is no childhood, only survival. You have to grow up faster because someone has to be the adult there. Too bad no one is around to help you do it right. It's completely unfair to them. They are always better off out of the active A home. Being from a broken home is better than being in one.
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Join Date: Sep 2013
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I have been divorced twice and am now living with an alcoholic boyfriend. I keep thinking that I need to stay because my kids would be so damaged if I left yet another relationship (and had to move, change schools, lose the benefits of a second income, etc). I worry it would be the straw that broke the camel's back for them. I am also holding onto the stupid idea what he will quit drinking.
But as I type this, I can't help but wonder if staying with him will be that straw for my kids and I.
Much to think about....
But as I type this, I can't help but wonder if staying with him will be that straw for my kids and I.
Much to think about....
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Join Date: Sep 2013
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I am trying to get to Al Anon. Making the time is a challenge - I'm very busy with work, children, and generally trying to manage (control?) everything. I have a friend I talk to a little. Also my mom (but I don't tell her everything).
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