New here, hoping to overcome everything
Does your dad realize (not that it's your place to make him realize but maybe he ought to go to al anon?) that he DOES have the same option as you to leave and your sister deserves at least one parent who can look out for her interests.
You're in such a hard place. You feel for your sister and you're right-- she has few options. You sound healthier than your dad about how to approach your mom and how to not enable etc... so I understand your concern about what will happen to your sister if you're not around...
And don't worry about coming across any which way-- a lot gets lost in translation in email/writing on line so I know for me, if I'm confused about tone I'll just ask directly. For what it's worth I don't think you sound the least bit defensive...
Hang in there...
You're in such a hard place. You feel for your sister and you're right-- she has few options. You sound healthier than your dad about how to approach your mom and how to not enable etc... so I understand your concern about what will happen to your sister if you're not around...
And don't worry about coming across any which way-- a lot gets lost in translation in email/writing on line so I know for me, if I'm confused about tone I'll just ask directly. For what it's worth I don't think you sound the least bit defensive...
Hang in there...
My mom has not had any alcohol for over a month. She has not tried to drink. She has been told that she cannot, and I think the health problems have scared her enough for now. So, I'm not so much concerned with her drinking right now, just what happened in the past and all the anger and resentment I fear I will always feel because of it.
It's odd, because a lot of the time I can completely forget about her alcohol problem. When she's normal like she is now, I just find myself feeling bad for her because she's so sick. I was mad at the beginning, but now it's like she's a somewhat normal person again. No more worrying if she's going to pick me up from school drunk. No more worrying that she'll go somewhere drunk and embarrass us. I actually find myself feeling really mean that I'm on here talking about her like this.
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